Subchapter 4.12
BLUE CRYSTAL

This one is among the most unusual astral experiences I have ever experienced. It happened on March 13, 1993. That night I went to a party and had good time with my friends. It was around 01:00AM when I came home and after I took my clothes off and put my pajamas on, I went to bed. The night was still young for me because it was my astral life’s turn. I took my zener cards that stood beside my bed and started to concentrate on them intending to increase my ESP level.

I sat on the bed, closed my eyes and started my training. The first deck went bad. It was somewhere around the middle of the sixth deck when a drastic improvement came forth. The only unpleasant feeling was a small pain in my head; it was just a common effect as a product of my focusing on the zener cards. To be more specific, my pineal gland became irritated because I had made a mental effort to send amplified psychic waves through my third eye with intention to sense or see the symbols, which were on the zener cards, and I didn’t pay much attention to that.

Psychically, I started to feel stronger and soon my astral vision became very sharp and clear. I passed to the next level of training in which I was forcing myself to sense or see two cards at the same time. After a while, I was done with that, too, so I started to put three cards at a time and nine cards beside me very soon. When I passed those tests, too, with my eyes still closed I started gaining the astral vision of my whole room.
As soon as my whole room became visible in my astral vision I just pushed myself out and found myself standing in my astral body.

The moment I saw myself sitting on the bed with the nine cards beside me, I smiled. It was time for another astral excursion, and that felt good. I moved closer to the wall, which separated my apartment from the apartment of my neighbor Diana. I passed through the wall and as soon as I went to the other side, I looked around. The whole room was a mess and I saw Diana sleeping on her bed. Anyway, I didn’t have any attention to stay there long so ten seconds later I moved towards the wall that separated Diana’s apartment from the next one.

I stepped forward and after I went through the wall I found myself inside the next apartment in which a very old lady had passed away about 20 days ago. An unpleasant feeling got over me because I did not have any intention to disturb her spirit if it was still around. However, I was already there, so before I left that apartment too and went to the next one, I took a close look. The blinds on the windows were put down. The apartment was in complete darkness, which made me feel even more unpleasant. All of a sudden, my Haragei – a sense of potential danger in my environment rang a bell. In the next few moments, the inner impulses became stronger and it was clear something was not right. Suddenly, a blue dot appeared in the center of the living room. I thought, “What is this”?

The bright dot very fast became a wonderful blue line, which in a few moments became a beautiful blue light. I was surprised to notice that from the center of the light a blue crystal was coming forward and growing rapidly. It grew up to about one meter and there were hundreds of small crystals of about a few millimeters in size all around it. The moment it stopped growing and took the final shape and size I felt as if hit by some energetic shock that resulted with the biolocation of my consciousness. I became fully aware that I was sitting on my bed and at the same time, I was fully aware that I was standing in my astral body in front of a strange blue crystal.

The next moment, without my conscious will, my whole consciousness transferred itself directly into my astral body and I had lost my awareness of my physical body. In an instant, I felt some strong magnetic force pulling me towards the crystal.

I could not resist the power of the blue crystal and a few moments later it pulled me directly to it. Nothing happened when I touched the surface of the blue crystal, and I could freely move my hands over it. While I was still occupied with the observation of my transparent hands as they smoothly glided on the crystal surface, something changed again. A strange humming sound appeared and I felt a strong source of energy coming forward from the crystal. Deep in my consciousness my Haragei was alarming of great danger; still, before I could do anything I felt that the force was taking control over me completely.

Then, a flash appeared and I sensed that all across my astral body something very powerful went through. I tried to remove my hands from the surface of the crystal but I encountered an unpleasant surprise – I could not pull my hands back because a strange powerful force would not let me. Although until then I was thinking of myself as of a man with solid experience in the field and that rarely something could scare me on the astral plane, I was obviously wrong. Honestly, I started to panic completely taken over with fear.

Instinctively I immediately transferred my consciousness directly to my physical body intending to switch dimensions, which looked to me as a possible escape from this unpleasant situation. As soon as I regained awareness of my physical body, I opened my eyes and clearly saw my room but in my inner astral vision, I was still standing in front of the blue crystal with my hands attached to its surface.

I realized that it did not work, so I closed my eyes again. The moment I did that, I found myself again standing fully conscious in my astral body in front of the crystal. Again, I put the maximum effort to release my hands from it but unsuccessfully. The moment I was pulling, another strong flash came out with no warning from the crystal. It struck me like electric shocks do, and my astral body started to shake badly. The Haragei was screaming in my consciousness, but again, I could not do anything. The situation became similar to a horror film.

The worst part was, that whenever I opened my physical eyes I found myself sitting on the bed, but whenever I closed my eyes I found myself standing before the crystal still stuck to it. Nevertheless, a minute after having switched the location of my consciousness, I managed to put the panic aside, regroup myself and telepathically asked, “Who are you”?

Instead of getting an answer, I found myself in a strange crystal cave that was 30 meters large and at about the same height. The walls of the cave were carved with thousands of tiny crystals, which were reflecting a beautiful rainbow light. Along the middle of the cave’s floor, there was something like a path that led straight to a smaller exit that was the only visible way out. I headed towards the exit constantly on guard asking myself if something would appear from nowhere and still I had no clue where I was. Luckily, nothing tried to stop me and I reached the exit, a very small one, about a half of a meter. It was made of very long and tiny crystals, too, which also reflected wonderful light that influenced me in some indescribable way.

While I was passing through the exit this was the thought that went in my consciousness, “This might be a trap and it could cost me a lot, yet there is nothing else to do”. Therefore, slowly and very cautious, I went through the exit and found myself out on a snowy mountain.

The snow was all around me but in my astral body, I did not feel cold at all. I noticed I was somewhere very high and about 400 meters close to some mountain peak, which was only one of the many peaks visible from the spot where I was standing. Deep down, I knew that I was on the Himalayas. Still not paying too much attention to where I was, a monologue took place in my consciousness: “Did the blue crystal release me or did it not? I will soon find out. I want to return to my physical body!”

I had not even finished my wish yet when I found myself in my physical body sitting on my bed with the zener cards beside me. I opened my eyes physically and encountered a disappointment. I was still seeing things through two dimensions. I was looking at my room and at the same time I was standing in front of the crystal with my hands stuck on it.
I closed my physical eyes again but instead of finding myself in front of the blue crystal, I found myself in the same crystal cave and on exactly the same starting point as before. I did not waste any time and I went towards the exit again but this time I was running.

As soon as I had passed the exit and found myself outside, I noticed that everything was the same as it had been the first time. Deep in my consciousness, I was worried a lot, because I did not know what was truly going on there. However, the snow glittered so beautifully that the whole mountain looked unforgettably beautiful, too. It was so beautiful and peaceful that I thought I should never leave that place. Although aware of the situation I found myself in, still, it was as if a part of me was fascinated and somehow charmed by that natural beauty.

I headed towards the top of the mountain to see what would happen next. I noticed a big rock on my right and a small footpath nearby. So I followed the footpath and continued my way up. I was aware that I could take off and reach the mountain peak in an instant but some inner sense was telling me that it was for the better to continue walking. As soon as I passed beside the big rock, I discovered that the footpath led towards the top just over the edge of one side of the mountain. When I looked down, I saw an abyss with no end. Anyway, though it looked dangerous, I was completely aware of my astral presence there and I knew I could not fall if I did not want to.

I continued following the footprint wondering where would it take me. After about two minutes of walking, I saw something so strange that made me feel a strong doubt whether I was dreaming all this or was it happening for real. Not so far away from me, I saw four big stones levitating in thin air like a magical bridge between two mountains. I looked down again and the abyss looked even more dangerous.

Still not believing what I was seeing, I looked forward again and noticed that the stones were in a precise position and at a distance a human could cross over. I assumed that if someone wanted to make it to the other side he was able to achieve that in five long jumps. Despite the fact that I was fully aware I was on an astral dimension, the whole environment looked to me somehow unreal. I thought to myself, “Dear God! Am I hallucinating or is this really happening?”

On the other hand, I was able to see much clearly, and what is more interesting I was seeing things through my transparent astral body. Just for the test, I wanted to lift myself a few meters and see what would happen. As soon as I thought of lifting myself up, I found myself three meters above the snowy footpath. From that perspective the abyss looked terrifying and I did not feel like exploring it, not even astrally. Nevertheless, I remained relatively calm and focused myself on the stones.

The stones were just levitating there in thin air as if they had been there since the beginning of time. In those few seconds, so many thoughts crossed my consciousness: “So, it’s real. I’m here and those stones are here. Perhaps, they are leading straight to the entrance of Shambala. Should I go to the other side or should I stay on this footpath and see what awaits me at the end.”

I assumed I would probably find the answer at the end of the footpath and thought it would be great to explore those stones if there was time. Therefore, I hit the footpath again and continued to walk. The magical stones stayed way behind me. Close to the footpath, I encountered a strange gate made of rocks. Nevertheless, the footpath was leading straight up and I wanted to check out the gate first. There was some kind of inscription on the gate in strange symbols. I thought: “Since I’m on the Himalayas it should be some kind of Sanskrit but these marks do not resemble Sanskrit at all.”

In the depth of my consciousness, I sensed that some inner program similar to computer software was searching for the information about that inscription, but I blocked it intentionally and went through the gate. When I reached the other side, I found myself in complete darkness. Even the radiance that surrounded my astral body did not illuminate the complete darkness somehow.

Suddenly, as I was getting ready to leave and return to the footpath, a familiar blue light started to appear from the darkness.
In a few seconds the blue light illuminated the surroundings and I clearly spotted I was at the entrance of a huge tunnel which led deep down in the mountain and I knew the blue crystal had returned. I found myself in the same position as before again.

Attached to the crystal surface my hands were with absolutely no chance to free them. Panic mixed with great fear started to rule over me. It was completely strange but somehow I could feel that the crystal was feeding on my fear. Still, that awareness did not change a thing and the situation became worse when I sensed something very powerful had touched my consciousness. I heard an echo: “You will remain attached to me forever!”
Indescribable panic went through me. Once again, I tried to release my hands with all the strength I had, but nothing happened. The panic became despair. I telepathically called for Orska to help me and I started calling my friend Velibor if he was present on the astral plane.

Note: The green crystal, which I have mentioned before is a divine life form, which possesses almost unlimited power. Physically, it exists on one planet known to me as Orska, which is about 33 light years distant from our planet in the direction of the Orion constellation. The civilization, which inhabits this planet is among the oldest ones in this part of the Cosmos and certainly among the most advanced ones. To the best of my knowledge the life form that lives inside this green crystal controls all of the Orska civilization. However, I learned about Orska by my friend Velibor Rabljenovich who in fact had introduced me to the Orska beings.

Despite all of my telepathic efforts in the following five minutes, neither there was anybody to help me, nor the situation changed. I was starting to accept the fact that my physical body would die and that I would be attached to the blue crystal who knows for how long.

The moment I truly gave up and thought it was over the green crystal appeared beside me.
As soon as I had recognized it, I thought that there was hope for me. The green crystal flashed with a strong green light, which shadowed the blue light coming from the blue crystal. I saw as the green light passed through my astral body and that same moment I felt the magnetic force of the blue crystal was becoming weaker. Then it flashed again and I managed to pull back my hands. I was relieved and I thought to myself: “Thanks God, I’m free.”

The green crystal was present for about 10 seconds more and then the same way it suddenly appeared it was gone. I did not even have time to thank it. I turned around towards the blue crystal and noticed that its appearance was starting to fade. In the next few moments it became completely transparent until it disappeared and only a weak blue light remained. In the end, the light became only a pale blue dot, which stretched itself in a tiny line and in a split of a second it disappeared from my sight.

The blue crystal was gone and I remained to stand in complete darkness. I did not feel any presence around me and my inner sense of danger had shut off. At last I was feeling free. I thought of my physical body and the next moment I found myself returning to it. I opened my eyes and saw the zener cards beside me.

The inner vision was gone and I did not observe multidimen¬sional any more. I was constantly opening and closing my physical eyes to make sure that things were back to normal. In my astral vision the blue crystal was gone and I felt a great relief because this time the situation was really critical. I even did not want to think about what would have happened if the green crystal had not helped me.

I got up from my bed and went to take a shower. The next day I told the whole astral event to my friend Velibor. He told me not to worry. In fact, he said he should congratulate me, because from now on the green crystal would protect me. Yet, in the end he also mentioned: “Do not talk about that to anybody!”

Nevertheless, the truth is that the night before I could have ended up badly. If somebody ever asks me if there is any danger on the astral plane, I will surely tell him/her “yes” and I will mention that experience of mine to prove it.

Subchapter 4.13
ASTRAL FIGHT

I remember this astral excursion of mine as a very unpleasant one. Again, as many times before, if my friends from Orska did not help me I surely would not be here to tell about it. Some of you might say, “This man is strongly oriented on convincing us not to experiment with the astral projection phenomenon”. I can assure you that it simply is not true, but I have to point out that the astral world can bring many unpleasant experiences some of which can be very dangerous, some even fatal.

However, a true astral seeker willing to go deep into the exploration of the astral plane has to clearly understand that there are risks just like there is potential risk of crossing the street on the physical plane. It simply comes with the territory. The astral plane is an even larger area than the physical one, so it is logical to assume that it possesses even greater varieties of life forms.

That is why one should know that he/she is going to encounter all kinds of astral entities some of which are not positively oriented toward humans. The bottom line is, once some of those life forms get in touch with a human astral traveler, they become very aggressive almost instantly. So the threat is real and the astral traveler should always be on the alert. It is as if you have packed your things and went to some foreign country you have never been before. You can encounter different kinds of people and anything can happen to you.

Anyway, a naïve astral traveler who thinks very high of him/herself as of a perfect and the strongest creature in the astral plane very often ends up as a victim of his/her own deception. Despite all other dangers one can encounter, strong negative energy radiates from some places. I am not speaking about places on the lower astral plane but places that are in the middle belt of the astral plane. A well-trained and experienced astral traveler can easily detect them by their dark aura but it is a totally different story for an inexperienced one.

This astral excursion happened on May 19, 1993. I went to sleep with no intention whatsoever to walk across the astral plane, but practice is practice, and very soon after I fell asleep my consciousness had become aware of dreaming. To be more precise, I used the method of dream control by becoming aware of some anomalies that I had seen in my sleep. Anyway, in my dream I found myself walking in some deep and dark forest. I awoke myself in front of a tall tree strangely shaped. The first thing that I did was to inspect my body and see if it was transparent or not. As soon as I realized I was completely transparent and that I was in the astral plane, I said to my self: “So, here we go again.”

I was walking through the deep forest for about a minute with no intention to lift myself up and fly away because I wanted to investigate the inner signal of potential danger that was constantly alarming me that there was something wrong in this forest. At one point the Haragei became much stronger when walking among the trees I spotted a little stone cabin about forty meters away from me.

The cabin’s aura was very dark and foggy and it did not match the global aura of the forest at all. Anyhow, I went closer to the stone cabin and noticed there were not any windows on it. There was only a wooden door and generally in a very bad shape. In fact, the door and the roof were the only wood visible from outside the cabin and everything else was made of stone. It became very suspicious to me, but curiosity had done the job and I walked through the wall.

It turned out to be a big mistake. As soon as I found myself inside the cabin, I realized it was almost in a complete darkness. There were only two small rooms in the interior. The whole space was divided by only one wall supposedly with a door. However, the space where the door was supposed to be was empty.

Only a tiny light was coming from there. It was in fact coming from the damaged entrance of the cabin. In almost complete darkness, I managed to register that the wall that separated the two rooms was also made of stone. Suddenly, deep down I felt the Haragei was going stronger. I started to feel some strange and disturbing presence close to the spot where I was standing.

The Haragei started alarming stronger and stronger each second. The moment it reached its culmination, some small humanoid transparent creature appeared through the wall and jumped over me. In a split of a second, I recognized that it was some small alien from the Gray species. Exactly the same moment, I defended myself on reflex by rejecting the Gray with mental power. I just looked at it and using the mental strength I pushed it back through the wall it came from. My defense came somehow natural and on instinct and the strength of the PSI-wave surprised even me.

In that moment, I felt capable of producing a strong PSI-wave that could wipe everything on its way. However, this was far from over, so while I was accumulating mental energy, the Haragei alarmed me again just in time when two little astral creatures came out of the wall. Everything happened so fast, maybe in a second but before I produced the second defensive PSI-wave and pushed the two Gray astral beings through the wall, I thought: “What do they want now?”

They disappeared from my sight and I was alone again. I felt embittered because they would not let me go in peace. Their presence promised nothing good and it cleared up to me that they were again in the aggressive mood no matter of my reaction to them. For a few seconds everything was silent. I reached deep down within to feel the inner danger sense. The Haragei was silent, so I concluded that the danger was gone, at least for the time being. I stretched my transparent astral arm and pushed straight through the wall.

My transparent arm disappeared in the wall and the next moment I pulled my arm back. Then, I passed through the wall and found myself on the other side. I looked at the old wooden door, which was in a very bad condition and noticed it did not perfectly fit into the door space because tiny light-beams were coming from the small holes between the door and the wall.

I was just getting ready to leave this creepy cabin through the door when the signals for great danger returned even stronger. It was twice stronger than the last two times and I was fully aware that this time the danger was much more serious. It was high time to get out of there, so I commanded myself to lift up and fly away, but I encountered an unpleasant feeling it was too late for that. Some strange and very powerful force pulled me back on the ground and did not let me leave. The next moment four transparent appearances started materializing around me. In the beginning, all of them were the size of the average Gray, but a few moments later the appearances started to grow and took exactly the same size of my astral body. Although they took human form, I knew they were Grays.

Note: I really did not understand their reason to change the size and appearance of their astral bodies, when that never worked for me. Although sometimes their masquerade was fun for me, I never allowed myself to forget how advanced they were and I was certain there had been some secret reason for their behavior. Maybe it was just their way to cover up their presence here on Earth from humans.

It made sense because that way they would not leave any traces of their activities in the memory of human subjects. Nevertheless, throughout the years, I learned one thing straight: “Never underestimate a Gray!”
Strange, but since the first moment they materialized, I felt that one of the astrals was in charge. I did not pay much attention to their appearances but I constantly looked for the solution to free myself from the strong energy that was pulling me down to the ground and would not let me go. After a few long moments, they attacked.

They were all levitating in the same distance from me watching me highly concentrated. I started to feel a severe loss of my strength and I knew I was not in position to defend myself. Their joint mental force had tied me so strongly; even my thoughts started to move slowly across my consciousness.

The panic found its way itself. In my consciousness I was screaming: “I want to immediately return to my physical body!” - But that did not work. I was still not able to move on my own will because they were constantly blocking me. Something in my consciousness started to hurt so much that I felt my own thoughts burning me. I could not think and I could not concentrate any more.

The next moment a white light appeared around my astral body and I felt indescribable pain. The white light lifted me from the ground and started rotating me very fast. They were burning my consciousness in a way I had never felt before. Somehow, I managed to construct a simple thought in my consciousness: “This is definitely the end!”

I was not able to stand the pain anymore and I started losing my head. One of the Grays transmitted a simple message to me: “If you do not cooperate with us, we will eliminate you!”
When I had completely lost my hope and when I thought that I was history, the door opened as if been hit by a tornado. I saw the light coming from the outside and the dark room became illuminated. The next moment I heard a strong voice in my consciousness: “Let him go. He is with us.”

At that point, the white light around me disappeared and the force that was spinning me around became so much weaker. Three of the four astral entities that were around me, retreated for about a meter distance from me. They were looking at the one with a higher rank who did not back off from me. They seemed as if they were asking approval to fight or not. I barely succeeded to move my head and noticed that the leader of the Grays was looking straight at me with so much hatred, which was not average behavior of a Gray.

“Be sure that next time it will not end like this!”- His message whipped my consciousness. Finally, the leader backed off me, and in an instant, I felt incredibly weak.
The moment the Gray in charge released me I fell down on the ground. I felt a small amount of my energy returning to me, but I still could not think without feeling any pain. “Orska”- I thought to myself. Two astrals from Orska came closer to me and lifted me up from the ground. They were levitating close above the ground never touching it. A strong white aura was visible around their transparent astral bodies. “I’m saved. Is it possible?”-I did not believe I was saved. I tried to stand on my own but I realized that the legs of my astral body could not hold me.

I was feeling so bad, almost like the Grays had drained my life force. The friendly astrals looked at me with so much compassion and took me out of the cabin.

It was so much more pleasant to be outside and quite the opposite from the inside of the cabin. They continued dragging me for another 30 meters from the stone cabin. There were more than 20 astrals from Orska waiting for us. They were all looking at me compassionately and I felt as if I was a juvenile not able to take care of myself. Anyway, I swallowed my pride and turned my head around for one last look at the cabin. The leader of the Grays was still standing on the doorstep and looking straight at me.

As soon as the alien noticed that I was looking in its direction, it made a strong move with its head, and almost instantly the door closed so loud that it echoed for a while throughout the whole forest. I turned toward my astral friends again and I succeeded to give them my gratitude. I felt a spinning in my consciousness again, but I managed to pull myself together a little and asked: “Where are we?”

They all replied like one consciousness: “We are at Dulce, New Mexico. Though you had not noticed, the small cabin is above one of the largest underground bases on the planet. Here a genetic program is being conducted on many subjects, mostly humans. Do not come here again because they have technology to detect presence of a life force that emanates from the astral body of an intruder. They can easily trap your astral body inside the electromagnetic force field and your water vessel will die.”

“I did not come here on purpose. Maybe they have something to do with it? However, I was not looking for trouble, so why did they attack me? – I asked.

The voice inside my consciousness did not give a straight answer to my questions but perhaps it was enough:
“You resist them, but they are determined to extract a part of your genes from you. So, be very careful of where you move in your astral body because we can not protect you everywhere.”

The spinning in my consciousness became faster and I lost control over my astral body completely. The last thing I received in my consciousness was: “It is time for us to take you back to your water vessel because your life force is leaking very fast.”

The next moment, I sank into complete darkness, traveling back to my physical body. I managed to open my physical eyes but I could hardly move myself. I felt strongly embittered and the pain was striking my whole body. Emotionally I felt broken into a thousand pieces, completely drained, and exhausted to infinity. I was aware that if my friends from Orska had not helped me I surely would have not survived to speak about it.

In my mind, the same sentence was repeating itself: “What if they had not come in time and what if all this ended differently?” All this was becoming very risky and it started to disturb me a lot. I started asking myself whether I possessed a gift or was I just cursed.

Subchapter 4.14
STRANGE ENCOUNTER

My contacts with the Grays continued and very soon, I was a witness of an event in which 3 flying objects performed an amazing show in the crystal-clear night sky. The UFO encounter happened suddenly in the time when my contacts with them had become more frequent and I did not think they would let me see a part of their technology in action so soon. For the record, this astral excursion happened on May 24, 1993 at 02:00AM. After I had finished my astral projection technique, I slowly elevated above my physical body.

There was no need for me to stay in my room, so I left my apartment at great speed and flew to the west.
The high-speed flight took very long and rarely I needed to go higher (only if I had to fly over like a mountain) than approximately 200 meters. I passed over many mountains, rivers, lakes, forests and valleys. The sky was clear and starry, which gave me a wonderful and mighty feeling at the same time. I was thrilled to be out there flying completely free, able to experience what most of the people could not. I do not want to give you the expression of my showing off, but really, I was feeling like I was special.

I assumed I was somewhere in Spain when I arrived above some large forest region. The area of at least 20 kilometers was uninhabited so it was very quiet.
The whole ambient was unforgettably beautiful and I slowed my speed to about 100 Km/h. “Wonderful”, – I thought to myself and lowered altitude to about 20 meters above the ground completely enjoying the pretty site. The forest was very large and I still could not see its edge. A few kilometers away I spotted some road disappearing in the horizon. Just for fun, I made a flying maneuver and started to fly exactly above the road because I was curious to find where it led.

Then, suddenly and completely unexpected, something in the sky started flashing and grabbed my attention. Just a half of a kilometer higher on my left I saw something shining in the shape of a disk moving across the sky at very low speed and with absolutely no sound. It was obvious to me the object was not one of ours.

Anyway, the Haragei was calm and it was not alarming me, so I assumed there was no potential danger for me.
Still surprised, I simply continued following the UFO on its path. Suddenly, some information emerged on the surface of my consciousness: the flying object belonged to the Grays and had been constructed somewhere in the Zeta Reticuli constellation. I did not know from where all that data was coming from.

Sometimes, during my presence on the astral plane I felt like a huge amount of data existed in the depth of my consciousness. In other words, it was a feeling as if you possessed an archive that contained an infinite zip files ready to unzip. Yet, I did not have any access to it and the data came spontaneously and without my own will. So far, somehow, not even once that hidden inner knowledge had shown wrong or false and there was no reason for me to doubt the information.

“So this is how their flying ships look like” - I said to myself. The disk shaped object continued to shine in short flashes. The rhythm of the flashes was not changing so far but the light of the flashes was changing from light yellow to dark red. No difference whether the flash was yellow or dark red, it was leaving a small light trail in the sky, which was disappearing very fast.

A debate within me began. I was wondering should I get closer to the flying object and take a good look of it or should I stay at a relatively close distance where it was probably safer. I decided not to look for trouble so I kept that distance from which I was in position to easily monitor everything happening. The object continued to fly parallel to the ground for about a kilometer further when I spotted another two flying objects on my left moving in parallel formation towards the first one. They were the same size and shape as the one I was watching at so far.

Again, some information appeared in my consciousness from nowhere all by itself: “They are returning from their daily abduction activity. They are done for now and they will now leave Earth and go to their base which is located on the other side of the Moon.”

I shortly looked down at the forest and saw the tall trees swinging in the wind. I looked up again and saw the three objects flying across the sky making no sound at all. The distance between the objects became closer, and when they reached the intercepting point they all stopped. I was wondering what was going to happen next. The UFOs levitated in the sky for about 5 seconds and during that short time, nothing happened. Then, they started to change the intensity of their lights in longer or shorter flashes as if they were communicating with each other.

15 seconds later all three objects flashed with a very strong light forming one big yellow-red circle line all across the night sky. The sight was fascinating. The next moment all three objects moved with a great speed flying in parallel. They were gaining on altitude fast and soon they disappeared from my sight.

It was strange, but somehow I knew what maneuver they were going to pull. I felt telepathically connected to them. It seemed they were aware of my presence the whole time and that in fact, they allowed me to see this as a preparation process for our further contacts. However, I remained to levitate above the forest for a while. I was looking at the stars trying to see if the Grays were coming back though I was aware they were done for that night.

Then blackness swallowed me and I started to feel that I was returning to my physical body. I recall opening my eyes and with an expression of triumph on my face, I got up from my bed. I took my diary where I was archiving all of my astral experiences and started to write.

Comment: Many years have passed by ever since, and I have had so many opportunities to admire alien technology. Although technology here on Earth is undergoing a very fast development, comparing it to all other technologies I have seen on my astral trips that belong to other civilizations, sometimes I still cannot avoid the feeling that we still live in the Stone Age.

Subchapter 4.15
CONTACTS GO ON

This astral voyage happened on September 12, 1993. Unusual for me, I went to sleep about 11:20PM. Still, I did not have any intention to sleep, but to induce an out of the body experience. Therefore, after ten minutes spent in the position of Shavasana I successfully accomplished the astral projection. Very fast and very smooth I left my apartment and found myself at the altitude of about 50 meters above the center of Skopje.

During the flight I sensed some unusual feeling concerning my physical body. To be more precise, I felt my physical body protesting because of an uncomfortable position. The astral excursion ended in a second and I opened my physical eyes. As soon as I gained control over my physical body again, I turned from the position of Shavasana to the left side. It was a very rare case for me to feel uncomfortable in the position of Shavasana, but it has happened a few times before, so I did not pay too much attention to it.

After I found a suitable side position, I induced an out of the body experience again. The moment I lifted myself in my astral body above my physical body, a strange flash appeared in my consciousness. It was very strong and I felt my consciousness becoming liquid somehow.
The next moment another flash appeared and I was teleported to space instantly. The sudden change of my location had confused me at first and I was asking myself where I was. It happened so fast, and it caught me by surprise, because I did not give any conscious command to leave the planet. A few moments later I put myself together and started to look around.

The space around me was so foggy that I thought I was somewhere in space. There were many high-density dust particles. My astral vision became clear and I saw that in fact I was in the middle of an asteroid field. There were so many asteroids around me and some of them were quite big. The view was amazing from that perspective. I noticed Jupiter on my right in its full glory. I thought: “God, it is huge!”
Although it was so far away from me, the planet was obviously a giant one in size.

Suddenly, I felt a contact in my consciousness. It took me by surprise because my Haragei did not alarm me of any presence and I was thinking I was completely alone up there. The telepathic message was quite unusual and its contents said: “Look around you. This asteroid field is all that remained from the planet that had been orbiting this Sun once, too.”

The same way the contact appeared in my consciousness, so suddenly and abruptly it disappeared. With a bit of caution and fear, I looked around myself and about a hundred meters or more away, I spotted a large UFO by a bigger asteroid. This asteroid moved slower than the rest of the asteroids. “Unbelievable” – I thought and instantly looked at my transparent astral body to make sure I was truly there and that the UFO that I was looking at was real. Everything was in order and I accepted the newborn situation. “OK. I’m truly here. Let’s see what this all is about.”-I thought. The UFO was not disk-shaped but more like in the shape of some modern vehicle.

The space around the UFO was strongly illuminated with some strange blue radiance. It seemed that the radiance served as a protective shield from the asteroids but I could not tell for sure. By its appearance, the UFO looked made of some kind of black metal with a very smooth and shining surface. The whole experience was more than amazing because deep down I felt a stream of a strange fluid between that flying craft and me. Somehow, I knew it was there because of me. “What do they want now?” – A logical question ran through my consciousness.

The same moment another flash appeared in my consciousness and I felt an incredibly fast movement through space. I was transported somewhere unwillingly and that started to disturb me because they were playing with me like with a child’s toy. Anyway, I could not do anything about it, so I just adapted to their game. The moving stopped and I found myself in a very familiar environment. The first thing that caught my attention was some very strong radiance of blue light on my left. When I turned left, I noticed I was close to Earth.

The blue radiance was coming from the Earth’s atmosphere, which was giving the planet an indescribable wonderful appearance. I looked at the billions of stars visible in deep space. The Moon was hiding behind Earth, but slowly becoming visible. I turned around again towards the deep space to admire the beauty of our Sun for a few seconds. Visible in the distance, it was shining gloriously.

I was overwhelmed with the beauty. No words could describe the true beauty of the experience because watching space on TV or in a movie is one thing, but watching in live feels completely different. Believe me one does not have any clue how beautiful the space looks until getting there physically or astrally.

When I felt like going deeper in our solar system, the same UFO appeared again. In contrast to the first time, the strong radiance around the craft was not visible any more. Seen from the distance I was levitating at, I assumed the UFO was about 200 meters long, 50 meters wide in its slimmer part and 100 meters in the larger one. I did not notice any windows or anything similar, which in fact did not surprise me at all. Suddenly, more than 10 white light spheres equally sized, materialized from nowhere.

The light balls took some kind of formation and started to move in my direction. Before I had the time to react one way or another, the spheres passed me by in a second and entered the Earth’s atmosphere. Two of them passed very close to me and I realized they were probably 10 - 12 meters in diameter. It seemed so strange that all of them went into the direction of Earth and not even one towards the Moon.

“What’s happening?” - A creepy question appeared in my consciousness. As many times before, I wondered why they would allow me to see this. Without any hesitation I took action. I was chasing after the light balls fantastically fast. The acceleration felt powerful, but it did not last long because they suddenly sped when I managed to catch up with them, and disappeared out of my sight. The interesting part was that before they disappeared from my sight I saw them splitting up and moved in different directions diving fast into the Earth’s air space.

I was sure I was quite capable of catching them, but obviously in those short moments I did not react fast enough, because either I was not skilled enough or I just respected them too much knowing what they were capable of doing to me if I pissed them off. Despite the delay of my action, I intended to fix the mistake, so I continued diving at high speed. A few moments later, (judging from the contours of the continent I was flying above), I was landing somewhere in Russia. I made a smooth maneuver to the left and continued flying at drastically lower speed of about 500 Km/h.

I adjusted my altitude to about 300 meters above the ground and continued to move north. All the time I bewared of the possibility that some of the light balls could appear from somewhere. Where the white spheres went and what their mission was had been the only constantly active question in my consciousness.

Anyway, none of them showed up so far. I noticed a large forest area below, but I did not pay much attention to it, because I was looking everywhere to see if some light ball would appear in the clear night sky. After about 20 minutes of flying, I arrived above some mountain region. I stopped for a while above one of the mountain peaks, looking again in all directions in the sky. I spotted some clouds above me that made the night sky look more beautiful.

The clouds were illuminated by the moonlight and remembering that I recently arrived from space gave me a strong feeling of self-respect. I cannot describe the sensation I felt. All I can say is that I felt presence of something Cosmic in myself.

Then, suddenly the ambient disappeared and a few seconds later a new one appeared. There was no particular reason why it happened, but it was certainly not because I had something to do with it. I found myself in some kind of astral dimension where the ambient was very dark. Anyway, I felt I had hit some invisible wall directly. It did not hurt, although sometimes it does if you are still thinking partly in a physical way. It was strange at first, but I adapted to the situation very fast. I wanted to pass through the invisible wall and I was aware that I could not succeed with the standard procedure (just passing through it), because I would not hit my astral body in the first place. It was clear to me that I was facing something like an invisible energy barrier.

Therefore, one of the possible solutions to reach the other side for me was to make a change into the structure of my astral body. To be more accurate, I thought of changing the astral substance of my astral body.
It worked. I intentionally changed the density of my astral body into some liquid substance and joined myself with the substance of the invisible wall. I did that even to the atomic level and the next moment I just moved my substance deep into its substance and exited on the other side. When I found myself gliding on the inner surface of the energy barrier, my astral body gained on density again and I took my normal human astral form.

I smiled when I regained my normal shape again.
The view in front of me was indescribable. About 30 meters away from me, a square was rotating levitating in thin air. Its sides were about 20 meters long and totally black. At first sight, the whole image seemed very suspicious to me. I thought: “Could it be one of those traps I encounter on an astral plane occasionally?” Since I felt tired of looking for solutions to get out of many dangerous traps, I decided to get out of there before the things became worse. Thus, I did that concentrating on my return home to Skopje.

The square vanished and I found myself above Skopje at the altitude of about 200 meters. I did not even think whether I had left the square too soon or not. I did not even care if the Grays had something to do with it, and I simply accepted my decision as final and went on. I put my astral body in free fall and just a few seconds before I touched the ground I gave myself a little boost and continued flying between the buildings downtown.

After a few minutes of fun, I reached Avtokomanda (another settlement in Skopje). While I was performing a maneuver that would redirect me to Novo Lisiche settlement, which was my physical home, everything around me vanished again with no particular reason. The next moment I started sinking into total blackness again with a clear feeling I was falling down. The interesting part of it was that before I had been pushed into the total blackness, I was flying at the altitude of 50 meters above the ground, yet I was feeling that I was falling rapidly for more than two hundred meters at least.

I was expecting a quick return to my physical body, but 5 seconds later a new reality opened in front of my eyes. Again, I was in some other dimension trying to figure out where I was. I was probably somewhere in the deep Astral. A strange levitating path was visible for me in that space. It consisted of many thin dark green rectangle-shaped slabs.
I had no explanation until then, but the feelings that this was not the first time I had been there was very intensive. However, everything wouldn’t have looked so complicated to me, if I had not seen a little Gray sitting on one slab about 30 meters away from me.

I was already tired of them and I went straight to it to finally clear the whole thing and find why they kept following me for so long. I really had enough of them, and I wanted to tell them to leave me alone because I did not want anything to do with them. The truth was I was tired of backing off from them, and in that particular moment I had lost myself in my anger, even hatred and I was ready to fight strong for my freedom.
As if the alien was reading my thoughts, as I am sure it was, as soon as I arrived to the slab it was sitting at, it just disappeared.

Still, before it vanished from my sight I received a telepathic message that it was the one responsible for everything I had seen in space. It did not explain the most important thing to me – Why? Anyway, the transmission ended very fast and I felt that now my astral trip was going to be cut off. I was right because the next moment everything around me started to distort and again, I sank into total blackness.
I saw my room and my physical body lying in the bed still turned on its left side.

I slowly came closer to my physical body and started to rejoin with it. As soon as I felt I could control my physical body again, I only opened my eyes and did not move at all for at least a minute. Meanwhile, in my mind I recorded every single detail about my astral trip. Then, I got up from the bed and took my diary to archive the events of my astral activity. Anyhow, this astral trip had raised many new questions in my mind. I was wondering what was really going on here on Earth. What did they want from us? What did they want from me? Why me?

Still I had no solid answer to any of my questions and I was not sure about anything anymore. Nevertheless, I hoped to find out more in every new contact. The worst part was that at that time I stopped speaking about my astral experiences even with my best friends because I was not sure of their reaction if I told them what I was experiencing. For the first time in my life, I felt alone - alone with my abilities and alone with the troubles that those abilities bring.

Comment: Today, after so many years, I have found some of the answers. The planet that was also a part of our solar system once was in fact property of the Reptoid race. Two species of the race known as Grays also had their base on this planet but they were in an inferior position to the Reptoids. The Reptoids were in charge of everything and the Grays were always obeying their orders.

To the best of my knowledge, even today, nothing has changed – the Reptoids are still the ones who run the show and some of the Gray species are still doing the genetics and all other dirty stuff for them. However, thousands of years ago a massive destructive war had been going on in this part of the Galaxy. A highly advanced civilization that once existed on the planet Mars put tremendous offensive fight and succeeded to completely wipe out the whole planet of the Reptoid-Gray collective.

So the asteroid field that I had mentioned in the astral experience from 1993 is in fact all that has been left from the planet once orbiting our Sun between Mars and Jupiter. Unfortunately, at the end of the war the whole planet Mars has been destroyed on the surface and become unsuitable for life any more. Most of the survivors of their civilization went to deep space to look for a new home. However, a small part of them came to Earth to join the forces of Lemuria against the aggressive alliance that consisted mostly of Reptoids, Grays and Atlantians. Many of them had died in the massive destructions, some of them had left our solar system for good and some of them had retreated deep underground in the Earth’s interior with the rest of the survivors of Lemuria.

Today, some of them still live in the capital of the underground kingdom – Shambala.
What I can say with certainty about this astral trip is that at that time the Grays were showing me a lot of their technology with a purpose to convince me to cooperate with them. They needed me because there was a gene known as “Meta gene” in my DNA. They wanted to extract the gene from me, using their advanced technology. However, the Meta gene cannot become active by force; it needs special environment to activate itself naturally; time to develop and even longer time to become fully active inside the DNA.

That is why they were letting me do what I wanted to in the astral plane and even helping me discover and develop my astral skills even faster. I came up with that conclusion because they were always in position to abduct me and to extract the Meta gene from me with their advanced technology.

As far as I know, they wanted to duplicate the Meta gene from me, as well as from other people like me, in their own DNA by making hybrids that are partly human and partly alien. I know this might sound like pure science fiction, but believe me some of those activities are still going on, even now. The Grays are still monitoring some people, who are naturally gifted by this gene.

What is so special about this gene? – The Meta gene is some kind of natural accumulator of everything that could be put in the area of paranormal. Its basic purpose is to accumulate the natural energy that flows freely in the Cosmos. If the subject possesses a small amount of Meta gene in his or her DNA he/she is surely capable of telepathy, psychokinesis, astral projection, super hearing, ability to heal with bioenergy and much more. Those are only the smallest effects of what Meta gene does, and the stronger effects are passing high above the barrier of modern science of parapsychology.

I am not speaking just about physical levitation, materialization in a sense that Sai Baba successfully demonstrates, or manipulation with magnetic fields etc. I am speaking about physical teleportation, physical flying, opening a multidimensional hole in space and time, teleporting the whole space ship or larger objects to the distant quadrants of space and much more.

I am talking about real psychic power that is passing beyond the limits of average human understanding. By using the Meta gene, one (well educated in special science of PSI-energy) can change the reality of the physical and astral Universe. Today on Earth, this is a privilege for only few ones who live in Shambala. One of them is the King of the World also known as Sanat Kumara.

The Reptoids and the Grays cannot reach the territory of Agharta without destroying the whole planet. That is the reason they are trying to get the same effect with the people that live on the surface of Earth, speaking of which, I must mention that the Grays have had ongoing genetic programs for a very long time. Can you imagine how secretly and precisely they have performed this genetic program for thousands of years? I know it is scary but it has been happening and it is still happening. Go and make a small research in the public records, in government records or on the Internet and you will find plenty of evidence of this.

Nowadays, it has become a kind of a public secret, everybody knows about this more or less, but still nobody or at least only a few are trying to do something to bring the truth out to the surface. Finally, if we do not care about ourselves, shouldn’t we care about our children? I do not want to sound impolite, but wake up people! What are you waiting for?

The shadow government is a top-secret world organization that knows and runs the exchanging alien technology program in return for the major cover up of alien presence here on Earth and their interaction with humans. The US government officials claimed for so long that the Area 51 or Dulce did not exist, but the satellite images and so many other proofs show something different. What do you think they keep there – cats and dogs?

The worst part is that Area 51 and Dulce are only two of so many underground bases throughout the world in which there is current alien activity. Thus, despite the fact that aliens have a huge base on the other side of the Moon and that the radars and other electronic equipment picks them up almost on daily basis, some of the leading governments in the world are still keeping this evidence from the public a secret. It is so obvious that some of ours know what is going on, but they still cover it up very well by putting strong efforts to discredit all the reports, which concern UFOs or alien activity on Earth.

However, the main purpose of the genetic pro¬gram that aliens conduct with humans who live on the surface of this planet is to duplicate the effect or to come even close to fully functional Meta gene. If that hasn’t been the case they would’ve surely wiped us from the face of the Earth long time ago. Thus, this which I call both-side problem, has roots in the simple truth that there are not many species in Cosmos that are capable of generating unlimited psychic power in a natural way or in other words with simple use of the single focused thought. Fortunately or unfortunately, humans are one of the rare species in Cosmos that are po¬tentially gifted with Meta gene. Perhaps this will strike you as a shock, but the Grays also possess Meta gene with one basic difference: theirs is in the state of atrophy, which causes them many anomalies through their utilization of mental powers.

This anomaly in their gene responsible for their mental powers comes as a result of all kinds of genetic programs they conducted on themselves trying to save their own race from the frequent exposure to radiation during the numerous cosmic wars they have participated in. However, they are trying to fix that by crossbreeding with human females and creating a hybrid race with the basic characteristics of Grays. The crossbreeding is the main reason for the physical abductions of human females usually at the age of 14 - 35.

The human genetic material in that particular case can serve as a complement to a part of the Gray’s DNA, which is in the state of disintegration. As far as I know, they have already succeeded to create many of these hybrids, but the effect is not as they wanted it to be. The human DNA and the DNA of the Grays are little compatible and the Meta gene is producing only 10% of the real power.

When they abduct a human female for purposes of crossbreeding, they induce pregnancy by extracting alien genetic material and inseminating. Then they remove all conscious recalls of the event from her memory and she will soon realize that she is pregnant not having a clue of how could that happen. After a period of two months or so, the aliens abduct the human female subject again and remove the embryo from her body. Then, aliens put the embryo in vats with special liquid and monitor the further growth of the hybrid.

When the female wakes up the next morning, she will realize that she has had a miscarriage and that her pregnancy is over. Normally, like the first time, the Grays will not leave any conscious memory of their contact. What they do to human race is a real tragedy, and what is even worse is they have been doing it for very long time. As far as the Meta gene is concerned, all we know is that the Grays have a different program for it. First, which is the most important for humans is that the Meta gene can be found in one of 50 thousand people. However, it must be clear to everyone that in every one of these individuals the Meta gene is in a different phase of development and its maximum power is variable.

Anyway, they know about all the humans that possess the Meta gene because they have been monitoring the humanity since the time of the global flood. In most cases, their genetic program for one human subject goes on for thousands of years and they trace him/her from incarnation to incarnation not allowing him/her to leave this solar system. Still, they first allow the subject to reach top level of development and afterwards they abduct the human and extract the Meta gene from his/her DNA. To the best of my knowledge, they have no use of the Meta gene when it is in a latent state but only when it is developed to a certain stage. Finally, they absorb the Meta gene through their skin while they swim in major vats filled with human plasma.

The fact that they are present here on Earth for a very long time leads to the logical question–which stage of development their genetic program is now in. The answer is unknown to me. In my opinion, even the M12 who are the head of the top secret shadow government concerning UFOs and alien top-secret projects do not know the latest achievements of the alien genetic program. However, they have made a mistake signing the alliance with the aliens, which results with great suffering of the human race now.

It may sound the other way around, but if we analyze the problem of UFO appearances above our sky, we can conclude that they do not act very secretly. The secret programs for cover up do the job for them. The top-secret organizations that are led by M12 are so powerful that an average human cannot even detect their existence at all. For 85% of the human population, the UFO phenomenon is only a myth and I do not blame them for that.

The top-secret covered up projects are fully operational and brought to perfection in covering up the data or distorting the truth from the public about the UFO and aliens. Did the M12 made disastrous mistakes that cannot be fixed? – In my opinion, Yes and No.

When they realized the technology the aliens had given them was mostly to be used in telecommunications systems or in flying crafts technology (which they have been testing mostly in the Area 51 for quite some time), it cleared up to them that things are not going well for humans. Now it is probably too late and only an outer intervention could stop the aliens and push them away from this solar system.

Nevertheless, I believe perhaps it is not too late for the humanity and perhaps there is still hope if “The great gathering” really happens as the prophecy of Shambala says. The prophecy says that in 2012 the gathering between the forces of Sirius, Orska, Shambala and some other positive forces from space will happen and the final fight will take place in this galaxy. If that happens, the negative alliance of Reptoids and Grays will be pushed away from this part of the Cosmos for a very long time.
Unfortunately, the Reptoids and the Grays are aware of this possibility and they will surely do whatever it takes to prevent such joining of the positive forces. They will also increase their strength with alien renegades from deep space, which will help them to overcome the attack of the positive alliance. Anyway, everything has its own beginning and end, so the tyranny of negative alien forces will end some day. Therefore, there is nothing else to do but to hope and wait for whatever happens in 2012. Perhaps the cosmic beams which will come from the center of the Galaxy will purify all the dirt which is present in this solar system.

Subchapter 4.16
ASTRAL TRIP TO THE HOME PLANET OF ORSKA

This is one of the best astral trips in my early years of astral traveling. This unforgettable cosmic astral trip happened on July 15, 1995, while I was on vacation in Kushadasi - Turkey. My friends and I arranged with one travel agency in Skopje to find us a nice place close to Kushadasi. It turned up to be a nice hotel about 8 kilometers away from Kushadasi called “Sunny Bay”. The days passed wonderfully, the weather served us well and we had really good time.

That night, most of my friends and me decided we should have some rest from our nightlife going out every evening to the famous Pub Street. Most of the pubs and discotheques made the place a pleasant summer environment for the young population coming to Kushadasi from all parts of the world.

However, the night did not go by without any party and we had good time with the people that remained in the hotel. It was about 00:15AM, when the party was over, so I decided that some night swimming in the hotel’s swimming pool wouldn’t do me any harm before I returned to my room. As soon as I arrived there, I found about 10 people also enjoying the night swimming.

The water was nicely warm and while I was swimming on my back I looked upon the stars. They were so beautiful and I knew that this night nothing was going to stop me from going up there.

After about 20 minutes of enjoyable swimming, I left the swimming pool and went to my room. The hotel was not a big one and since there were 14 of us, all friends from Macedonia, we had to take 3 bedrooms on the same floor. When I opened the door, I noticed that the light was off. My friend Sasho was sleeping in his bed, while my other friend Slavcho was absent and probably having fun in the Pub Street.

I lied down on my bed and started a complex pranayama rhythm. Well-trained breathing process and soon I was in the state of Trance. The metabolism of my physical body was on minimum; my heartbeat was so slow, but on the other hand, my mind was fully vital. I was wondering which method to use to leave my physical body and I chose the Kundalini rising as a quick launch of my astral body. I held back my breath and concentrated on the Muladhara chakra. The same moment my lowest energy center started to pulsate. I was still not breathing, although more than four minutes passed.

The pulsating became stronger and I knew that the Kundalini would rise soon. I was right, and after a few moments a loud zooming sound like “zzzzzz…” appeared. I knew from my previous experience that if my thoughts were calm and filled with cosmic love, the Kundalini would bring the expansion of my consciousness, but if I panicked and showed fear it would get wild and I did not want to remember what that looked like.
Anyway, after I had focused on the cosmic love and everything else I could think of that had positive nature in me, the Kundalini increased its strength in a few waves.

The zooming sound became almost unbearable and I thought that I was going to explode by the pressure of the force. I was able to see the dark blue illumination in the bottom of my spine with my inner eye as always before.

The next moment the light started to go up very fast. I remained calm because I knew the moment of the separation with my physical body was coming close. As soon as the light reached my head I just wished to leave my physical body and the same second I felt the start of the separation.

The moment I managed to lift up the head of my astral body the zooming sound stopped and I did not feel energy rising anymore.
A few moments later, I elevated myself up and found myself floating one meter above my physical body. From the position of flat levitation, I turned around towards my physical body intending to see the way it breathes. I faced myself and noticed that the breathing was very slow but normal. It was interesting that I was in that face-to-face position, more than 20 seconds and started to feel some magnetic force pulling me back into my physical body.

When I backed off a little, the invisible force became weaker. I turned to the right and saw Sasho asleep. It was a potential risk if he awoke, so I decided to project 1% of my consciousness back to my physical body to watch over it. It felt like a tiny part of me had separated and entered my physical body, but despite the separation, there was still a connection. The best way I can describe it, is like you possess thousands of eyes and you put one eye apart, but you sense and see what that single eye is watching, and the opposite.

Note: The reason I did that was because there was a possibility my friend would get up and come up with an idea to wake me up for a chess or card game that we all used to play until dawn. So, if he tried to shake me even once, he probably would cause a real harm to my physical body. In that case my astral body would return to the physical so fast and hit it with full strength. That is something that every advanced astral traveler avoids, because it can easily overload some chakra and cause a serious energy shock which can sometimes produce negative effects that can last for days or even weeks. That is why I left a miniature part of myself to watch on the environment around my physical body. To all my colleagues (astral travelers), I friendly suggest to use this method while they wander in their astral bodies meanwhile their physical bodies are in a room with other people. The astral trip does not lose on quality and the astral body can be alarmed on time if something unexpected appears in the environment of the physical body. However, despite the above-mentioned reason, I was doing it whenever I intended to move very distant from my physical body or use the maximum potentials of my astral body.

As soon as I flew above my friend I went through the wall and found myself in thin air. I flew smoothly, made a little turn to the left and directed myself toward the sea. After a few seconds, I reached the coast and slowly started to gain on altitude. I stopped about 100 meters above the sea surface to see what it looked like from that perspective. The sea was so beautifully illuminated with lots of lights coming from the coast. Obviously the summer night was still young because there were voices and loud music coming from everywhere.

I felt my capacity was growing stronger, so I did not move, and started to prepare myself for the trip towards the stars. In about 15 seconds later, I felt at full power and I gave myself a strong command -“Now, straight to Orska”!

I felt something mighty turned on inside me. The acceleration of my astral body was indescribable and I found myself moving at fantastic speed towards the stars. I passed our Sun in a second. You cannot imagine how beautiful the space is until you have seen it with the eyes of your astral body. I increased the speed more so that everything around me looked exactly like the visual effect of “warp speed” in the science fiction series “Star Trek”.

I was flying in the space tunnel full of stars that appeared as tiny lines because of the high speed. A million words cannot describe the experience. Another amazing thing was that with the help of the small part of my consciousness I had left in my physical body I felt my physical body shaking as if experiencing the same speed too.

There was a high risk that my friend could be awaken by the movement of my physical body and would probably think there was something wrong with me. If that happened it would seriously complicate things for me, but luckily, that did not happen. The astral body of my friend was somewhere in the deep astral, dreaming and completely unaware of the physical environment.

The interesting thing was that whenever I increased the speed, the contact with that tiny part of me weakened or disappeared, and when I slowed-down I felt the connection again. Believe it or not, I flew across star systems, around many clouds with huge proportions and I saw many strange things visible only on the astral plane. Many star constellations appeared and disappeared from my sight in just seconds, so I was looking for the ones that were known to me.

I could only say that it was an astral ride I would remember all my life. After about 40 minutes of unforgettable traveling through the space I came closer to the border of the territory in Orska’s control, so I rapidly decreased speed. I was satisfied with myself for arriving up there and remembered my friend Velibor Rabljenovich – also an extraordinary man - sketching a star map to me a long time ago, with all the directions that led to Orska.

As several times before, I was just looking for the constellations that I remembered were on the map. Looking from the Earth’s surface on the night sky Orska is a planet in the area close to the third planet in a straight line from the constellation of Orion.

It was my fourth time that I astrally traveled to Orska and I knew from experience that they would sense me coming. A few minutes later I spotted their planet about 2 million kilometers straight ahead. Almost the same moment I felt the presence of millions of consciousnesses in the astral plane that were aware of my arrival. From experience, too, I did not want to start a communication without their approval so I just carried on. I noticed an incredible sight in the distance. I saw high frequency of flying crafts with all kinds of shapes and sizes coming and leaving the planet.

Figuratively speaking – it was breathtaking. The speed they were moving at was amazing. Simply, it felt like being in the middle of a traffic jam with vehicles moving incredibly fast in all directions. When I moved closer to the planet’s orbit, I saw a “parking lot” for thousands of flying vehicles. Some had the size of only a few meters and some of them were so big that I assumed they were about 15 kilometers long and about 7 kilometers wide.

The view was unbelievable for me because I knew all I was seeing in front of me was a part of one of the most advanced and oldest civilizations in this part of the galaxy. There were billions of little lights coming from the surface of the planet and it was obvious even this far that there were big cities on the surface of the planet. It represented a clear image of highly developed technology that overcame the wildest science fiction movies.

Suddenly, while I was watching at the planet, one spacecraft passed close by me at the distance of about 50 meters. I turned around by reflex just in time to see the craft accelerated and disappeared into subspace. That moment I felt a contact with Orska.

The best way to describe the telepathic contact would be if you could imagine a million of consciousnesses gathered in one and they communicate with you through that one. Deep in my consciousness I started to see visions that contained many transparent balls, pyramids, cubes and other combined geometrical shapes. The geometrical shapes were altered by complicated mathematical schemes, which at the end, were also replaced by the complex code systems.

While I was receiving the geometrical shapes and mathematical schemes I felt OK, but when the code streams started to appear I felt something like pressure in my consciousness. They started with simple codes and as my consciousness was adapting, they continued with codes that were more complex.

It appeared strange to me, but somehow my consciousness perfectly knew them all, by some natural way as some hidden software installed deep inside me, but out of my reach. The communication started to go smoothly and the pressure was gone. I understood everything they transmitted to me so clearly as if I knew that code language better than the ones I speak on Earth. The total communication lasted about thirty minutes or more and most of it would be:

--Orska- Welcome! You should know by now that your life force is very strong considering the fact that you possess a “water vessel” which is not fully developed. We congratulate you for that.
-Me- Thank you, but I’m aware that I still have so much to learn.
--Correct.
-Can you explain to me, please why do you use the term water vessel for my physical body?
--Biologically, the life forms that live inside the water vessels on the surface of your planet are offspring of the water creatures who were brought to Earth 5 millions years ago. The origin of those creatures was a planet that belongs to the Vega star system.
My first logical conclusion was that they were calling the human physical body a water vessel because two thirds of it is water, but I was wrong.
-Why did you mention the water vessel on the surface of Earth?
-- Another civilization inside your planet possesses a water vessel, too.
-Is there any difference between them?
--Yes. In the interior of Earth, the water vessel is in the original form while on the surface it is genetically modified.
-What do you mean by genetically modified?
--The Gray collective had made a genetic modification on the DNA molecule on most of the water vessels that survived the global flood. The main purpose for doing that was to limit the capacity of the water vessel’s brain and after the genetic modification the water vessels were no longer capable of using large spectrum of their original mental abilities. The only exceptions were the survivors from the Atlantis.
-When did the global flood happen?
--6000 years ago.
-Is the present state of our DNA permanently damaged and will we ever again be capable of using our full mental capacity?
--No. But to regain back your potentials a new global genetic modification should be conducted.
- Did you mean Agharta when you mentioned the inner civilization?
--Yes. A very high cosmic life force by the name of Sanat Kumara is present there in the main center you already know as Shambala. The great “Green crystal”, which is the leader of our civilization, communicates with Sanat Kumara whenever there is a need or a purpose for it.
-Does Sanat Kumara possess a water vessel?
--He takes every form that he considers appropriate. The most important thing for you is to know that his life force arrived from the planet Venus when Shambala was still on the surface.
-What location was Shambala situated in then?
--Today you call that place the dessert Gobi. In those times, the dessert was a big sea. The surface part of Shambala was located on an island close to the northern coast.
-Is the Shambala only a city?
--Much more than that.
-Why did Sanat Kumara arrive on Earth?
--In those times, the aggressive forces of the Reptoids and Grays wanted to destroy the solar system, so the help of the Sanat Kumara and his numerous followers was needed to prevent the destruction.
-Was there a chance for a peaceful solution of the crisis?
--No. The civilization of the Reptoids is spread all over this and other galaxies and wherever they go, they approach with violence and without negotiations. They are considering the whole Cosmos their property and they are determined to achieve that goal. The civilization of the Grays is in inferior position to the Reptoids in the relationship and they usually just follow their orders.
-Why do the Grays have to obey the Reptoids?
--There are many species of the Grays and only three of them are slaves to the Reptoids. Those three species obedient to Reptoids are genetically reprogrammed to do so. If the Grays do not obey them, they will be destroyed.
-Do the Reptoids conduct genetic engineering on the water vessels that live on the surface of Earth?
--Rarely. The Grays are doing most of the genetics on the surface water vessels for them.
-Does that mean that they cannot abduct the water vessel from Agharta?
--Yes. There are electromagnetic shields around the Agharta, which prevent the teleportation of the water vessel from Agharta directly to their ships.
-So, are you telling me that we are constantly exposed to abductions from the Grays?
--No. On periodical basis when they consider there is a need for it.
-How do they realize that?
--The Grays implant a small electronic device in every subject they consider necessary for the genetic program, which allows them to locate and monitor the subject all the time. When there is a need for abduction they just teleport the subject directly to their ship.
-You mean implants?
--Yes.
-How come we cannot detect them?
--During the abduction process, tiny objects are implanted on different places into the water vessel but most commonly into the head of the subject by direct penetration through the nose. They are visible only if for some other reasons the subject takes what you call x-ray image close to the spot where the implant is put.
-How come there is no infection and the tissue does not rot, because the implant is a foreign object in the organism after all?
--In most cases, there is a tiny gray shell around the implant designed to make a compatibility of the device with the environmental tissue and produces nerve stimulation as well.
-Do they use implants only to monitor and teleport the water vessels?
--Depends on the device. Most of the implants are constructed to serve many purposes, but besides the monitoring and locating activity they are designed to control the behavior of the subject, cause blackouts in his or her consciousness or even eliminate him/her completely if they consider it necessary.
-Does my water vessel contain an implant?
--Not yet. Otherwise, you would not be here now in your astral form communicating with us. Yet, that does not mean that the Grays do not possess other technological and mental methods to track you down if they want to.
-I understand. I am curious: does the whole underground world on Earth belong to the Agharta?
--No. In the major parts of the continents that you call North and South America today, there are many underground bases, which mostly belong to the species of the Reptoids and Grays.
-Do you mean there are other alien races present and active on Earth?
--Yes, besides the Reptoids and the Grays, there are four that have lived underground for a very long time and two alien races that land on your planet periodically.
-Besides the two alien races known to me, are other aliens friendly oriented to the subjects that live on the surface of Earth?
--Only two races are compassioned to the water vessels but they avoid contacts with them because of the Reptoids.
-What is the relationship of Agharta with all of the rest alien species?
--They are constantly in conflict with most of them. The Reptoids are determined to finish the extinction of the survivors of the Lemurian race.
-The subjects that live in Agharta are the offspring of Lemuria?
--Yes. After the massive destructive war, the survivors of the Lemurian race retreated to deep underground inside the planet.
-Who was the enemy of the Lemuria in the global war?
--Atlantis, Reptoids who were mostly situated on the planet still orbiting the Sun between Mars and Jupiter at the time, Grays who had their colonies on Earth and many other smaller groups whose goal was terror in this part of the galaxy.
-Had Lemuria an alliance too?
--Yes. Lemuria’s allies were Mu, Sirius, Orska, Venus, Mars, and other smaller civilizations whose goal was peace in this part of the galaxy.
-So, the negative alliance won?
--Depends on the point of view. Eventually, Earth was left flooded. The Atlantis and Mu were destroyed. Most of the Lemurian race managed to retreat underground and escaped the destruction. The planet orbiting the Sun between Mars and Jupiter with the 80% of the Reptoids was completely wiped out. Mars was almost completely destroyed on the surface. Venus became a death planet, Sirius suffered great damage; we lost 40% of ours and the Grays suffered a severe loss. You can come up with only one conclusion – nobody won, but everybody lost.
-Did Reptoids and Grays leave our solar system after the war?
--Only for short. Soon after the war was over, they returned even in greater number but there was not much to conquer any more. Only 10% of them stayed ever since.
-Is there any possibility to push these negative forces out of this part of the galaxy?
--Yes. That should happen in the year 2012.
-Do you mean by military operation or by something else?
--Both.
-Is the Green crystal a God?
In that moment, I felt something powerful in my consciousness I was feeling all the time since the communications had begun, but in the background like a silent observer.
Green crystal---I am what I am.
I was surprised of the strength of its thoughts. They were echoing themselves like they were coming from everywhere and not just from one source.
-I apologize if I have offended you.
I did not get any approval or disapproval, but it continued to communicate, as if it had not received my apology.
---I am only a transmitter of the will on the Ultimate force of creation that your race calls a God.
-How old are you?
---If you mean physically, almost 8 billions of years.
-How come this planet is not visible with the telescopes we have on Earth?
---Advanced technology.
-Do entities of Orska possess sexes like male and female?
---No. They get their physical carrier from me.
-You mean they are reproducing through you?
---No. They are all individual cosmic life forms. I only materialize the physical carrier for them.
-How long does that physical carrier last?
---2000 years.
-Do they have a need for food like the water vessel?
---Not in the way your race is consuming it. They do not have a mouth like your species because they feed themselves on the natural energy that floats freely throughout the whole space.
-Do they possess a brain?
---Yes. It is smaller than the brain of the water vessel but 100% functional and fully under control.
That moment I received a complete hologram vision of what their physical carrier looks like. It was like computer 3D simulation with lots of statistics in it. Although I have had close contacts with them many times before, the data the Green Crystal was revealing was unknown to me. I will try to describe the being from Orska for you:
It is humanoid by shape. The skin is completely white. The form of the head of the entity of Orska is similar to the one of the Gray but the color of the eyes is different. The entity from Orska possesses green metallic colored eyes. Its arms are longer than the ones of the Gray and with two fingers on each hand. The legs are very thin and the entity has only three toes on its foot. Generally speaking the entity of Orska is likable and does not leave aggressive or even scary impression like a Gray does.
-Are all the citizens of Orska active in the astral dimension?
---Yes. They spend most of their lives in the dimensions much higher than the one you are in now. As you already know, our civilization is one of the oldest in this part of the galaxy and since the beginning of our presence here, we have had full access to all the dimensions that exist in this Universe.
-Can you help me complete my training?
---Only to a certain point. You have to dislocate your water vessel into Shambala, to achieve the goals that I see from your consciousness you want to achieve.
-How should I find the entrance to Shambala?
---It is known to me that the water vessels from Shambala made several contacts with you and explained to you very clearly what you should do. So, why are you asking me about the same subject?
-Forgive me, but I want to be sure.
---If you are pure of heart and if your mind is clear, you will see the things that a shadowed mind cannot.
-I understand.
---Be prepared to encounter some resistance during your dislocation there. The Grays are aware of your potential and they will do everything they consider necessary to stop you from reaching Shambala.
-Can you or Shambala protect me against them on my trip up there?
---Only to a certain level. During your dislocation to Shambala you must control your mind as never before because the Grays will hit it hard. If you manage to keep the control of your mind and block the Grays’ influence you will succeed. Otherwise, you will fail.
-Why do they find me so important?
---Two aspects. The first is because your DNA contains a gene that an average surface water vessel does not possess. The other one is because your consciousness contains major data concerning the knowledge that even some older civilizations than ours have left in you.
-So, that is why I feel filled with something very heavy but I cannot reach that area even if I want to. It seems to me that there is a blockade of some kind like a code missing or something similar. Well, that explains the effect that very often, with no particular reason, data are coming from the depth of my consciousness and I am sure I have never acquired that knowledge during this incarnation. What does that knowledge consist of?
---For now, the knowledge that you possess is sufficient. You will be told the rest of it when you reach Shambala.
-Is there anything else I should know?
---When you will be searching for the entrance to Shambala, do not forget to believe with all your heart that you will find it. Only if your heart is pure and filled with unconditional love and compassion you will succeed. Do not think of your family because if your heart is not determined and split in, you will fail. The Grays will hit there the most.
-Thank you.
---You should go now.

Suddenly I felt the collective of the consciousnesses had retreated from my consciousness. It was time for my return and I said to myself: “I’m going home”! Meanwhile, I was accumulating astral energy. I started to wonder how long it would take me to reach Earth without using teleportation. It was a good chance for me to see how fast I could go.

Thus, the moment I felt in full capacity, I turned around to the direction I arrived from and moved myself at top speed. Then, the real speed flight began. I felt familiar liquid feeling along the surface of my astral body because of the fast acceleration. I think that the best association of the speed I was moving at would be the one in the movie “Star Gate” when Daniel and the rest of the military personnel had entered the portal.

So many star constellations had changed in front of my eyes in a split of a second. I had never felt so powerful in my life before. The things I had seen moving through space at that speed, I believe are something that every astral traveler wishes to see and experience. I had passed across many asteroid fields, light fogs, planets and all kinds of space appearances.

That was something I would never forget. I was overwhelmed with joy the moment I recognized our solar system while I was passing close to our Sun. I could not believe myself I had traveled 33 light years for less than 15 seconds. I had beaten my personal speed record and that meant so much to me because it had given me a sense I was improving myself.
While I was thinking about the time that took me to return from Orska and beating my speed record, a smile lit up my astral face when I started diving into the Earth atmosphere. I sensed the tiny part I had left in my physical body again and I locked on at that signal. The next moment I found myself at about 500 meters above the area where the hotel “Sunny Bay” was.

The sea looked so beautiful from that perspective. I pushed myself into free fall and in a few seconds, I stopped 5 meters from the balcony where my physical body was. I passed through the balcony quickly and entered the hotel room. I flew above my friend and by pulling a somersault I jumped directly into my physical body. I felt a strong strike and my whole physical body shook. The return of the physical feeling was so good that I opened my eyes in five seconds. I remained completely still not moving a millimeter, recalling even the tiniest detail of my astral trip.

When I made sure that I remembered everything, I got up from my bed. My friend Sasho was still asleep and the bed of my other friend was still empty. My other roommate, Slavcho had probably been stuck with some girl in Kushadasi and would probably come back the next day around noon.

I went on the balcony and looked at the blue velvet, clear summer sky. I felt like crying from all the happiness. I felt like I was special and a part of some higher cosmic plan. The power of the speed was still holding me tight and that felt so good. I looked at the stars again and said to myself: “So, it is obvious now that all my roads lead to Shambala.”

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Subchapter 4.17
SPACE EXPLORATION

It was on the night of March 28, 1996 when my friends and I went to the “Hard Rock” discotheque, which at the time was the most famous one in Skopje. The bad part was I was not feeling well because during the night I had a strong stomachache.

Anyhow, the nightlife ended for me somewhere around 03:00AM when I arrived back home. The moment I entered my apartment I felt even worse and I was forced to throw up, so I hurried up towards my bathroom. That was a relief and I started to feel much better.

My brother and my mother had probably fallen asleep long ago, so I walked tiptoed on the parquet trying hard not to wake them up. As soon as I closed the door of my room behind my back, I went to the balcony to get some fresh air because the throwing up had left bad taste in my throat and my mouth.

The stars in the sky were so beautiful for observing but it was so cold that I had to return to my room after just 10 seconds standing there. I felt much better and said to myself: “I had not been anywhere in the astral world for the past two days, so it should not be so bad for me to go and take some astral excursion.”

I lied on the bed and started to make the necessary preparations for a quick launch of my astral body. I blocked all my thoughts and in a few seconds, my mind became completely empty. Soon, many astral pictures that can be used for the remote viewing or as portals for a direct astral projection started appearing on my mental screen. It was a well-trained method for me.

Shortly after, I managed to project my consciousness through one of the first astral pictures that appeared on my mental screen using strong mental efforts to pull the astral picture towards my third eye and pushing my consciousness towards the picture forcefully at the same time.

The astral trip I made did not last long, two hours maybe at the most. I cannot describe fully all the details I have seen and experienced during my astral flight because it will take more than 30 pages, so I will stick to the most important ones.

The first thing that happened as soon as I had blocked all my thoughts and my mind had become completely empty was the appearance of a picture on my mental screen, which in fact was an astral reflection of a blue tunnel.

That tunnel exists on the border of the astral and mental plane and after having recognized it I projected myself directly into it. The next moment I found myself in the middle of the tunnel that was rotating in the clockwise direction. Its structure is so amazing because it consists of both the astral and the mental substance. It looked like millions of jellyfish, joint together in one great, beautiful blue-colored unity.

The tunnel vibrated so high vibrations while rotating that my astral body started to spin in the same direction. The speed of the rotation of the tunnel and my own was synchronized to perfection. It led straight up and I was climbing increasingly when I spotted the white light. I knew the light would not let me pass if I remained in my astral body so I had to replace it with my mental body (which possesses subtler vibrations). While I was moving up, I started to concentrate on my heart. A source of the white light started to appear from the chest of my astral body when I released the cosmic love that was so deep inside me.

A few moments later, I became a white light with human contours. I was in my mental body now and I was moving towards the light at the end of the tunnel. The distance was decreasing and when I came about 50 meters from the white light, I made a stupid mistake. A memory image of a similar white light I have seen so close to Earth’s atmosphere appeared in my consciousness. In a split of a second, the ambient of the blue tunnel and the white light at its end disappeared and I found myself in space above our planet.

I wondered how I could have been so stupid to make such a mistake. I had missed a clear opportunity to explore the mental world. It was not all the same to me because every time I had entered the world above the astral world I felt overjoyed that sometimes I wondered should I come back to my physical body. The presence of so much consciousness in one place filled with so much love had made the mental world so beautiful that I would not exaggerate to call it “A place where Heaven begins.”

However, it was no use crying over spilled milk anymore. I loved space exploration almost the same as the mental plane. The space was offering me an infinite number of places to explore and with no hesitation I flew towards the Moon at great speed. A few seconds later, I approached the surface of the Moon and continued to fly over it at solid speed completely enjoying myself.

The flight over the Moon’s surface was offering me many interesting sites but the craters took the most of my interest. This time I did not encounter any UFOs, although I was seeing them almost every time I was coming even close to the Moon. I continued flying in Zigzag over the rocky surface for about 10 minutes more and then I increased my altitude and went up again.

I did not want to go to the other side of the Moon because I knew there was the main base of the Grays where from they were observing the activities on Earth. Judging by my previous experience, the contact with them had never brought any good, so I tried to avoid them as much as possible.

The silence, rarely disturbed by the sounds of tiny meteors passing close from time to time gave Earth indescribable beauty that made me just look at it for a while. The Sun was shining brightly and in the moment when I almost decided to move towards our star, I remembered promising myself to visit Mars. I was in no hurry, so I was not in the mood to teleport myself directly there. I wanted to travel at lower speed and not to miss all the indescribable sites that our solar system offered on the way there.

So, I moved my astral body towards the red planet. The flight there took a while and I really enjoyed myself moving through space. I thought: “Wow, if only I could bring a camera with me and show these sites to my friends… all of them would remain speechless.”

I was constantly changing maneuvers during my flight for more pleasure. (The astral traveler, who has not yet experienced this, does not have a slightest idea how wonderful all this is. You are a free soul flying through space and your physical body is somewhere distant on your home planet). In about one hour, I arrived at Mars, which seemed to me two times smaller than Earth. The planet was almost all red covered as a result of the red dust on the surface and it did not look very hostile to me.
However, it happened that my course took me in the direction of the major scar of Mars visible from far away. Seen from above, the red planet had many scars on its surface. You do not have to be a genius to determine that the planet has suffered a massive destruction because of some terrible war that happened a very long time ago. Although it was an interesting spot to explore, I had not come for the scar. I had come to visit the region of Cydonia. While those thoughts were rushing through my consciousness, I made some strong effort to teleport myself above that area.

Not having finished my wish, I was already there. Sensation beyond words passed through me, when I recognized the most mysterious spot visible on the surface of Mars. Down below me I saw the huge pentagon pyramid and when I looked more up I saw the great monumental structure - The Face of Cydonia.

For the record, I had passed here for more than 10 times before during my previous astral trips and each time I had come here I was wondering if something had changed on the structures. I looked a little to the left and I saw a complex of 12 pyramids that looked as if they were part of a major city that once had existed there. In the complex, five pyramids looked bigger than the rest of them and it was quite obvious that some advanced civilization had built those monumental structures.

From the complex of the 12 pyramids to the East another monument was visible to me. High above the desert plane there was an amazing mound of the soil of the planet. To observe all that while my physical body was on Earth was an incredible feeling. I focused again on the sphinx face and moved myself very fast straight to it. A strong sensation went through my astral body while I was dropping my altitude towards the face. When I reached about 500 meters above the face, I stopped. While I was levitating above the majestic monument, a monologue started in my consciousness:

“No matter what efforts the powerful secret government puts to cover up their artificial origin, the pyramids and this human face can not hide the simple truth, which is so obvious. The artificial origin of those monumental structures is so obvious that every 10-year-old child would notice the difference instantly. It is also obvious that the face is not in the same condition it was in 1976, when the Viking 1 took a photograph of it from space.

It is about 1.5 kilometers wide and about 1.3 kilometers long, but despite the fact that it still looks like a human face, it does not possess the sharp lines any more. Looking at it from this perspective it seems that somebody has ruined the monument on purpose. Pyramids on the other hand resemble those on Earth in the region of Giza. Anyway, it is a solid proof that life existed on some of the other planets of our solar system.”

I hovered above the face for about 5 minutes, and then I decided to go on and moved myself to the western horizon at very high speed. It took me 15 minutes of flying at very high speed before I encountered huge channels on the surface of Mars.

I slowed rapidly wondering whether I should go towards the stars or straight down to explore the channels. I decided to explore what is down there and cautiously headed in that direction. It was interesting that the channels were straight angled. Most of the channels differed in depths, but the one I went in was about 2 kilometers wide, 3 kilometers deep and about 30 kilometers long. I found it very interesting that it had no ending point. It continued in straight angle to the right connecting to the next channel.

It was amazing how smooth the walls of the channel were and it was obvious they were not made by the hand of nature but by some very advanced technology. I arrived to the end of the channel very soon and made a quick straight angle maneuver to the right, then continued to fly into the next channel.

The next one was connected with another channel and I realized that it was not just a few channels but a whole net of channels in front of me. Suddenly, when I was flying in one of the channels I noticed that the surface of the channel started glowing with some strange dark blue light. Haragei – my inner sense of potential danger started to alarm me and by reflex I went straight up away from the channel. In less than a second I reached a safe distance of about 200 meters above the channel, just in time to see as the dark blue light was materializing into a laser beam at the same point I felt the danger.

The blue beam reached the ending point of the channel in a split of a second, but it did not hit the wall. It was amazing to see the laser beam turning in a straight angle towards the next channel as if redirected from some invisible mirror. The same happened with the next channel and the laser beam had passed through all the channels visible to me from that perspective.

In a second, it was all over. The laser beam disappeared somewhere in the distance and the dark blue radiance was no longer visible. I was wondering what would have happened to me if I had stayed in the channel. I assumed that somehow the channel that was built by some advanced technology with so subtle sensors had sensed my life force like an intruder and the defense mechanism had activated by default.

I decided that further exploration of the channels was not a good idea. After I gave one last look to the surface of the planet (which was hiding many mysteries), I strongly moved at cosmic speed and left Mars. The next moment the red planet behind me remained just a small red dot. I felt so powerful moving at that speed impossible to be described to someone that has not experienced it yet. From the physical perspective, I would say it was way beyond the adrenalin rush.

After a few seconds, Earth appeared and I slowed my movement drastically. Still, the speed was high and I went in a search for the Adriatic Sea as a guiding point to easily find the territory of Macedonia. The moment I came very close to Earth where from I could easily observe the relief below, I realized that if I continued flying down on this course, I would land somewhere in Japan, so I strongly moved west. I increased my speed again and in a second or two, I spotted the Adriatic Sea bellow me.

The next moment I pulled a fast dive towards the Macedonian territory. Two seconds later I spotted the lights of Skopje and thought: “I’m home!” Then, I continued to move towards the settlement of Novo Lisiche and very fast arrived above my building, made a sharp maneuver and stopped at two meters distance from my balcony. Very smoothly, I continued straight, and in a few seconds I passed through the window of my room and landed directly into my physical body. I opened my eyes instantly and with a smile on my face I took my diary and wrote the whole astral trip down.

Comment: The most common cases of UFOs I was encountering around the Moon were disk shaped and in the shape of the letter T. I had rarely encountered flying crafts in the shape of a black triangle with three strong lights, visible only from one side. It is interesting to mention that although I was seeing black triangles rarely, every time I had seen such a craft it had always had the same destination - one crater on the dark side of the Moon. It is my belief that humans pilot these black triangle crafts, and these are the ones tested in the Area 51.

To the best of my knowledge, Russians and Americans are present on one base on the dark side of the Moon (which is never visible from the Earth), despite the major bases of the Grays. It is a part of the exchanging technology program and it is one of the top-secret projects hidden from the public knowledge.

As far as Mars is concerned, in contrast to public opinions I can say that when you come closer to the surface you find it mysteriously alive. Even on my first visit to the red planet, I noticed huge underground activity. It became clear to me that many old bases existed under the surface and some of them were old maybe more than 500000 years and still active for that matter.

However, it seems to be the same technological signature as the one that can be found on the Jupiter satellites: Europe and Io, but that is a completely different story. When we look at the sphinx face of Mars, it is obvious that in 1976, it presented a strong and unbreakable proof of life on other planets.

In my opinion, the M 12 have ordered the human face with the teardrop on one of the cheeks to be distorted so that it would leave the impression of a natural anomaly. Thus, it is quite possible that they have done it with alien assistance or even with their own star crafts, which they have recovered from UFO crashed-sites or with those, which have been part of the exchanging technology program.

Subchapter 4.18
WALKING THROUGH PLANES

Date: August 28, 1998. My beloved wife Svetlana was deeply asleep for more than an hour and probably dreaming. I thought it would not be bad to go on some astral excursion. To pull that off was easy for me, because before I went to sleep I did short zener training, which increased the strength of my mind that on the other hand allowed me a quick jump into the astral plane. I brought my physical body into the state of Trance and blocked the whole thinking process in my mind. Almost instantly, astral reflections in the form of psychic pictures started to appear on my mental screen and I projected my consciousness in one of the first that came along.

A moment after the astral projection took place I found myself in the lower dimensions of the area known to the public by the name - Lower astral. This is the area where the ambient is not so pleasant for describing and it is an astral settlement of many negative forces. I was perfectly aware that I arrived in the part of the astral plane where the dark power ruled and my whole astral body was experiencing an unpleasant feeling. No matter how long you have been present on the astral plane, every time you come here, you can rarely remain indifferent.

A huge, at least 100 meters wide cavern started to open in front of me, which could mean just one thing: dark zone, filled with wide abysses, caves, dark astral structures with tunnel character, large variety of negative forces and all kinds of dark astral creatures.

I was not afraid and slowly went in. The ambient was dark and it did not promise anything nice. I did not fly very fast but I was alert all the time. After a while, a contact came from nowhere. A giant disgusting transparent face appeared in front of me with evil eyes shining with a strong red light. “The face of a demon” - a thought flashed in my consciousness. His thoughts were dark and the next moment a strong echo appeared in my consciousness: “Who allowed you to come here?”
I remained calm and I simply ignored his question.

I did not stop but I increased my speed and continued to go deeper into the cavern. The face was moving alongside and it stopped at the same distance in front of me. Deep down I knew the potential dialog with the demon would make me vulnerable and it would not bring anything good. Therefore, I did not let a single atom of the two-sided astral energy to stream between us. I knew it would allow him to use it as a bridge and attack me with all his strength.

Still, he attacked anyway. Haragei was screaming deep inside me. The first thing I felt was a high density of negative astral substance around the eyes of the demon’s transparent face and a moment later I felt a strong wave of energy coming my way. I felt my consciousness very powerful and pure and at the same time, I felt it getting ready for the fight somehow in its natural way.

My astral body flashed instantly bright light and a feeling of strong charge of cosmic love passed through me.
A few moments later, I lost my human contours and became a blue-white fireball that moved relatively fast. The vibrations of my astral body were altered by mental vibrations, which resulted with my new outfit – my mental body.

Although I was moving in my mental body now, a natural process of teleportation started to appear to take my consciousness into the higher planes because of the improper vibrations, but I did not allow that and simply blocked the teleportation process.

I had felt the astral world belonged to everyone since long ago, and in this particular moment, I wanted to explore the dark zone. Because of my mental form, the demon could not hurt me, so I did not feel any fear nor I had even paid any attention to the incredible strong mental waves coming from his eyes. He focused his energy waves directly to hit me but instead, they just went through me and they were starting to vaporize somewhere behind me.

My consciousness was in deep harmony with my blue-white burning flame body and it did not feel a single slight emotion of anger or even hate toward the giant transparent face.

There are not many words to describe the experience but the closest I can come up with is like I had melted in some strange light which was a part of the infinite net of lights that flow along the whole Universe. I increased my speed rapidly and just when I was passing through the giant face, I addressed him in a strong mental voice: “It is irrelevant to me if you try to stop me. I will pass through you anyway!”

In that same moment, I heard an angry but painful roar throughout the whole cave. The face of the demon stayed behind me and I continued further in the dark zone. While I was flying at high speed, I noticed that some of the caves I was passing through were very wide and some were less wide. Most of them were with the skeleton character and very similar to some scenes in horror movies. It was a very unpleasant sight because those skeleton caves actually had the head of a bull and the body of a human and most of them had long tails.

The smallest of the skeleton caves were about 30 meters long and 20 meters wide and the bigger ones were more than 200 meters long and wide almost the same. I increased my speed to the point where I could still follow where I was flying through. The sites that started to open in front of me were incredible. The skeleton caves were not visible any more and now I was flying in the caves with dark walls. In contrast to the skeleton caves, the walls of these caves were not transparent and the only light was coming from my mental body. Many inscriptions were there on the walls, probably written in some ancient language dating from the time when myths and legends were reality.

“Unbelievable sight” – I thought. As I was going deeper and deeper, disgusting creatures of all kinds started to appear. Most of them were the gatekeepers of their part of the dark zone and I ignored them all. I was very deep into the dark zone, which was only an outside shell of Hell, when I felt the Haragei alarming me to a critical point.

A feeling of strong evil power everywhere around me started to affect my mental body and I decided that it was deep enough and if I went any deeper there was a possibility not to be able to get out.

I did not want to find out the answer to that question, so I gave a strong command to myself for leaving the dark zone. The moment the command was given, I felt my mental body forcing its way up as if catapulted. Luckily, I did not encounter any problems on the way up, which surprised me because I was very deep in the lower astral levels. The ambient around me started to fade away rapidly and I passed through the hard ground at such a speed as if running away from Hell.

Huh, and I was.
I came out into daylight. In less than a second I passed through the clouds in the sky and continued to climb up. I saw my mental body retreating and my astral human contours returning. A feeling of great power, which allowed me incredible fast moving through the space, overwhelmed me.

A few seconds later, I passed the blue atmosphere of our planet and reached space. Earth radiated such beautiful light into space and it never seized to amaze me every time I was leaving or returning to the planet. I stopped and started to observe Earth more closely. “It is wonderful”- I said to myself. Interested, I followed some group of smaller clouds passing above a part of Europe. After a few minutes of enjoying myself in the pretty sights, I decided to perform a free fall towards the Atlantic Ocean.

I moved at high speed and when I reached altitude of about 30 kilometers I started to fall in free style. Wow, try to describe that sensational feeling. I was falling for so long with a great feeling of complete freedom. The only thing I can say to every one capable of astral traveling is: “ go and try this”.

As seconds went by, I was falling faster and faster and the culmination happened when 2 meters above the water I stopped and froze. I was hovering with my head down towards the water and I knew I would never forget this experience. Down ahead of me I was watching the shiny sky and up I was observing the ocean surface. I turned myself upside down and took a normal position. I was in the mood for quick maneuvers, so I jumped about 1000 meters higher and stopped again.

I was above high sea somewhere in the middle of the South American and African continent. I spotted the beautiful morning rays, which gave the ocean surface even more wonderful look.

The weather was mostly sunny and clear and smaller groups of clouds were visible in some places.
That gave me a funny idea and I went towards the group of clouds. I started having fun flying above and beneath them but most of the fun I had was when I was moving through the holes in the clouds pulling all kinds of maneuvers. I increased my speed to the East rapidly and very soon, I encountered another group of clouds. I repeated the same fun on them, too but this time at a higher speed. After I had passed them, I continued my flight to the East.

The morning Sun was so beautiful from that perspective. I was flying at the same altitude as the Sun was in the sky. I stopped instantly and froze. Again, as during the free fall I had pulled earlier, I did not feel a millimeter of inertia from the sudden stop despite the fact that I was moving very fast. A smile lit up my astral face because I was satisfied with myself since it cleared up to me that I had reached a very promising point of understanding the astral science. I looked towards the horizon and again, from the zero point I moved myself with strong power. I dropped my altitude and after a few moments I was flying 30 meters above the water.

I accelerated to a certain point where I did not know if I was moving further above the water or the ocean was moving towards me. Soon I noticed the land approaching rapidly and I reduced speed. The west coast of Africa looked phenomenal. In less than a second I pulled strong sides maneuver and continued with a parallel flight above the African coast. I was moving fast, at least 700 Km/h and that also felt very powerful. Soon I dropped my speed to a normal of about 300 Km/h. I assumed I was somewhere over Angola judging by the coastline.

The ambient beneath me was very interesting but I enjoyed mostly the wonderful sandy beaches untouched by people. From time to time, I flew above some small settlements but the dominant characteristic of most of the places close to the coast, were the uninhabited forest regions.
After a while, I spotted a big tourist cruiser anchored near a beautiful reef.

Although the reef was not so wide, the water was obviously deep enough for a ship with those proportions to anchor. The moment I turned left and directed myself towards the ship, I felt that something had changed in the environment around my physical body. I was fully aware that if Svetlana tried to wake me up it could cause many problems to my astral body especially during the returning process.

Note: The astral body forced to return into the physical body from many reasons like physical shaking etc., can cause anomaly in the energy balance of the chakras while the joining process is going on. In such cases the aura rapidly tightens itself and a moment later it stretches itself out of the normal dimensions and in the end, it is pulled back to the normal dimensions. In practice, this process has shown as tremendously unpleasant experience for every astral traveler. It is a rare case, but sometimes can cause the energy strike, which can hit some chakra and cause even physical consequences.

However, I did not want to risk a non-regular return to my physical body, so I concentrated on my room. The next moment, I found myself elevating above the bed in the bedroom. Svetlana turned to my side intending to hug me. While her arm was moving over my physical body, I quickly joint with it. I opened my physical eyes just in time to see my wife’s arm hugging me. Just in time – I said to myself. I was staring at the ceiling and wondered if anybody would ever believe my words that all this was possible and completely real as everything else in the physical reality. “In any case, a good astral trip” – I concluded.

Subchapter 4.19
A WORD OR TWO ABOUT MY ASTRAL TRIPS

In contrast to many authors of the related subject, I decided to present the astral plane through my own life experience as best as I could. I tried to cover most of the topics how does it feel to be there, the way the abilities of the astral body are used, what kind of life forms are present there, what kind of danger can one encounter there and how to deal with it, etc.

Anyway, no matter how hard I have tried to simplify the human ability to astrally project and walk through the astral plane, it will be a hard task to understand how all that can be possible to achieve for a human who does not have at least one similar experience. Therefore, for many of my astral trips I have mentioned in this book, I have also given a comment where from the reader can understand more easily how is it possible.

Still, I have to mention that the astral experiences I have put in this book are only a part of my early stage of astral traveling and I have classified them as weaker ones. In many of them, my contacts with alien forms dominate, but that is my reality and it does not mean that every one of you will meet them on the astral plane. In fact, if you reach high level of astral development and still you do not meet them, you do not have the slightest idea of how lucky you are.

However, if that happens to be your case, always be aware that it does not mean we are alone on this planet. From my point of view, we have never been alone. So, the only question remains – What shall we do about it?

Anyway, I have put my weaker astral trips in the book on purpose because if I had put the ones that are more recent, many of you would not believe such things were possible to be performed in the astral world. Nevertheless, believe my words when I say that those astral trips are only a child’s playing in the backyard compared to other things that a human can perform with his or her astral body.

Still, the truth is that the top achievements of the astral science are reachable only for the most persistent and determined candidates. I have been honest with you throughout the whole book, so my obligation is to tell you that for developing the middle abilities of the astral body 5 years are needed, maybe more or little less, but for the top abilities it takes much longer. There are exceptions to this non-written rule but in average, the picture looks like that.

Thus, for a true candidate, practicing astral projection means his/her constant activity on the physical and the astral plane. Sometimes people say - you cannot live in two worlds, or you cannot sit on two chairs at the same time. Well, I disagree with that point of view, because it can be done and in fact, I am a living proof of that. With the right discipline you can join those two worlds and live both physically and astrally.
Knowing this truth by my own experience, I am always saying to my students that with the right effort and strong will there is time for the two worlds.

Anyway, a well-trained astral traveler is in a much better position than the others, because while the rest sleep only a little aware of themselves, (in a form of a dream experience), the astral traveler travels with his/her subtle bodies across the immaterial worlds fully aware of him/herself. Therefore, for every one of you, who feels the same I do, I can only say this: the astral projection offers you to live night and day in a way you cannot imagine.

It is a portal that leads you so deep into the structure of your deepest essence and in the same time it allows you to travel to places, which can reveal to you the ultimate secrets of the Universe. The truth is, as your life goes on and you continue to live both physically and astrally, it unavoidably leads you to a point where you will no longer lose consciousness. You will become fully conscious night and day and this will change you completely.

You will gain freedom, and that is one of the most important things in your life. The major mosaic called Universe will start to become visible for you and that will change you irreversibly, too. You will find the purpose and the cause for your presence here.

Anyway, despite my best efforts to present many of the things related to the astral projection in details, I have touched many of them just on the surface. That is completely normal because you cannot put the whole astral science in one book and proudly say – Yes! That is the whole thing!
Billions of things still need to be mentioned about the astral science. The astral world is so rich with life and it is a home for many of the life forms that do not have any crossing points with humans. All kinds of natural and artificial spirits, gnomes, fairies, salamanders, mermaids, angel creatures sometimes present in the higher parts of the astral plane and many more are among them.

They all share the same astral space with humans, but they usually build invisible borders around their territories usually invisible for a normal astral vision and very often not accessible for an average astral visitor. Nevertheless, it is important to understand that the astral world is not a territory as large as a continent but that it is space even larger than the physical part of the Universe.

Just for the record, there is a plane closest to the physical matter below the astral plane and it is known under the esoteric term etheric plane. It is a plane full of vital energy known as prana, so it is often used by many astral parasites that are in need of energy. The truth is that the etheric plane is also a major topic to be covered, so I will briefly say that in most cases the etheric plane is used by humans who possess a remote viewing ability or ones who can observe aura helped by their third eye. It is also useful to know that a major area known as mental plane exists above the astral plane.

It possesses much higher vibrations than the astral plane but it does not represent the highest point of spiritual evolution. I know of four other planes above the mental plane, but that does not necessarily mean that there is no possibility of other dimensions of existence above them. I have managed to touch the cosmic plane more known to you as a nirvanic plane just a few times in my life through the Kundalini rising process and only for a very short time. Thus, I cannot speak of how large it is, nor does it have an end.

Anyway, if we consider for a moment that the seventh so called cosmic plane is the highest and we are at the first and the lowest called physical plane, we come up with the picture how low we stand on the scale of the evolution. On the other hand, it gives us a clear perspective of how hard we should work on our self-realization to move up the stairs of the spiritual evolution. Anyhow, one day we will have to start climbing, so why not start today?

Still, those who have mastered their subtle bodies are quite capable of unlimited out of the body traveling beyond any physical limits in space and time, so their chances for the spiritual improvement are infinite.
Finally, despite the fact that many of the mysteries about my life were revealed on my astral trips, many will have to remain secrets. As far as Shambala is concerned, I can only say that I went physically to the desert Goby twice.

The first time was in 1996 and the second in 1998. However, I am not allowed to speak about what I have seen there. The only thing I can say about Shambala is: “It exists. It is there. It is major. It is unbelievable.”

Subchapter 3.13
TECHNIQUE FOR ASTRAL TELEPORTATION

Note: This book is not designed just for beginners but also to be helpful to advanced spiritual disciples. Thus, before I go on explaining what can be seen in the astral plane from my own long years of experience, I will describe a technique that can be very helpful for those who want to go further with the exploration of other planes. However, it has to be clear that this technique is for advanced astral travelers only.

To use this method, solid astral experience is required (at least 300 well realized astral excursions). Astral teleporting is one of the most useful abilities of the astral body because it provides quick traveling through space and time. When astral teleportation is in process, the consciousness is not experiencing the actual moving through time and space but only the change of the environment. The ambient is changing in the eyes of the astral traveler.

In most cases, a blackout that lasts a few seconds is being caused between the two sites, but in the advanced stages this blackout is not present any more and the consciousness will experience only a blink of eye teleportation to another place. Anyway, after you have successfully projected your astral body, do not leave the room. Levitate at least 2 meters from your physical body and remain in that position.

Look at your transparent astral body and try to see the aura that surrounds it. If you are an experienced astral traveler and if your astral vision is well trained it should not be difficult for you to feel and see the deeper levels of your astral body. Once you have managed to change the frequency of your astral vision and spotted the light of your aura, look deeper into yourself and search for the energy flow that runs through your astral transparent body.

With the right concentration and true effort you should be able to feel the energy that flows through you. Remember this: all you need is just patience and good concentration. The rest is a natural process. When you have discovered the energy stream, just focus to it and do not let go. The longer you keep your consciousness attached to the energy flow, the stronger it will become.

At some point, you will feel that if you adapt your consciousness to the energy flow you will be able to flow with it. In this stage, you are capable of releasing the energy from your astral body. After you have reached the point where the energy flow becomes visible and your whole astral body starts to vibrate and glow, focus yourself on your astral arms. Feel as the strong energetic stream accumulated by all energy circuits starts to run through your transparent hands. Slowly stretch your astral arms in front of you and even slower, pull them back a little with the intention to join the astral hands.

Leave 30 centimeters of distance between the hands and do not join them any further. If you have done everything correctly by now, you should be able to see your astral body filled with light circuits that now circulate through your hands. Hundreds of tiny white-blue lights will start flowing through you. It is an incredible view, but hold your consciousness calm and under control. The effect of the closed energy flow will induce the feeling of strong magnetic pulling in your astral hands. Despite the strong force that will be forcing you to join your hands, remain in control and do not allow your hands to move for even a millimeter.

I must say that everyone who feels and sees this entire running through his/her astral body will never forget the experience. Believe my words: the real experience is much higher than my efforts to describe the experience. I could only say that it is an experience beyond the experience because pure energy will flow through you and fill you with cosmic love to infinity. You will experience an infinite bliss flowing through you.

The next thing you should do is concentrate on the middle point between your astral hands. For an inexperienced astral walker to pull all this off is a very difficult task because his/her consciousness is not ready yet, so I must say again that this kind of consciousness requires major control of the astral body and lots of previous experience.

Change the direction of the white lights and redirect them through your hands straight to the middle point. Soon you will notice that the point where the energies join becomes a wonderful white-blue half-transparent ball of light. The more energy flows through your hands, the bigger the energy ball becomes. Do not stop to feed the energy ball and let it grow more. When it reaches the size of over 50 centimeters in diameter, the magnetic force between the hands of your astral body will become almost impossible to control.

It will not surprise me at all, if your hands start vibrating and shaking very hard. In that moment, you must remain calm to a maximum and focused as best as you can. If you let go the control at this point and join your astral hands, the energy ball will vaporize and its energy charge will disappear into the natural bio-field. Then you will have to do it all over again, but I bet you will have to wait until your next out of the body experience.

Therefore, do not let go and ignore the strong pulling force between your hands. Try to release even more energy into the energy ball. Use your cosmic love to charge and you will not fail. Let the energy ball grow until it reaches the size where your whole astral body can fit in. If you manage to get this far, you will feel the presence of pure energy as never before in your life. This is the real astral energy that so many astral explorers are looking for.

Then, concentrate on your aura and make a strong effort to stretch it until it fits into the inner wall of the energy ball. Just seal the outer border of your aura to the inner border of the energy ball. The moment you do that, you will lose your human contours and you will become a big shiny white-blue astral ball. Once you become an astral ball of energy, you will surely notice how illuminated your room becomes because of your light radiation.

In that state you are fully ready to teleport. It will be enough to just concentrate on some place that you want to go and in the next second or two you will be there. Then, just unseal your aura from the energy ball, release the energy ball and take the normal form of your astral body back. If you want to, you can remain in the astral ball and go to other places. Have a nice astral trip!

Example: If you want to teleport close to our Sun, you should only focus to your strong wish to go there. In front of your astral sight, the image of your illuminated room will disappear and the image of the Cosmos with our Sun in it will appear. In a few seconds, you will experience a feeling as if you were passing through the mirror and you will be there. Then, just release your aura; free the energy ball or the transporter if you prefer; regain your normal astral body and carry on. To return to your own physical body, just concentrate on it and your room and after a while, depending on how far you are in the astral world, it will happen.

Note: Compared to the classical astral teleporting as a natural ability of the astral body, this method of teleporting brings so much more energy along. It must become clear to anyone interested in this subject that everything in the astral world is moved by energy, so with the help of the energy ball we can move faster and easier through space and time.

Also, we can move more effectively through different levels of the astral and mental world and go through higher worlds that possess much higher cosmic nature if we are skilled enough.

Nevertheless, I have personally designed this method of teleporting and used it so many times. I can not say that it does not bring potential risk of getting lost in time and space, so again, I do advise high level of precaution even when the astral traveler is well experienced in the field.

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Seksualni aspekti abdukcija ili manipulacija seksualnom energijom tokom nevoljne astralne projekcije iz 4D po svemu sudeći nije retka pojava, ali jeste retka tema. Dobar deo istraživača izostavlja ove delove iz izveštaja, a ni same žrtve se ne odlučuju rado da o tome govore. Kome bi ispričali? Isuviše lako to biva proglašeno za fantaziju, te se žrtva ove vrste nasilja pored svega ima osećati i krivom što ima takve „fantazije“.

Neki istraživači smatraju da nije reč o „realnim“ događajima već o kreiranim scenarijima, ili dreamscape manipulaciji, kako je naziva Bartley. Kao što je neko na jednom od susednih topica odlično formulisao: „puštaju mi slike da bi dobili moju spermu.“

Verujem da je o ovome važno govoriti. Da bi se razbili neki tabui, koji nas čine još bespomoćnijim nego što realno jesmo, i da bi se ljudi koji imaju slična iskustva osećali manje uvrnuto. Važno ih je podeliti - kako zbog sebe, radi oslobađanja od pritiska, tako i zbog drugih koji imaju slična iskustva. Naravno, uz uvažavanje spoljne konsideracije o tome gde je ovakva iskustva mudro izneti .

U prilogu dva abdukcijska izveštaja. Mislim da je prilično korisno pročitati ih:
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Ipak, u još većoj meri uznemiravajući za Sema je bio san, koji je ispričao Poli 03. marta 1993.

„Sem me je odveo na stranu“ – pisala je Poli – „da mi ispriča o snu koji je imao prethodne noći. Rekao je: ’Mogu li da govorim sa tobom privatno? Ovo je lično.’ Delimično se sećao tog sna ili je sam san bio fragmentaran. Zajedno sa još nekim ljudima približavao se ulazu u NLO. Ulaz kroz koji je prošao ga je odveo do mesta koje je bilo sasvim belo, ali uz to je Sem dao sledeći komentar: ’Znate da naučnici kažu da su psi slepi za naše boje? Osećam kao da smo mi slepi za njihove (vanzemaljske) boje i da nije zaista sve bilo belo.’ Ispričao je da je stajao u redu sa drugim ljudima i da je osoba ispred njega bila starija od njega. Taj mladi čovek je išao prema letelici i stigao do duge, bele cevi. Stavio je penis u cev. Posle kratkog vremena ga je odjednom izvadio i otišao drugim putem nego što je došao. Sem je bio sledeći. Učinio je istu stvar sa tom cevi kao i čovek ispred njega, ali njegovo sećanje se na tom mestu prekinulo. Osećao je da je to imalo neke veze sa time da vanzemaljci žele spermu. Rekao je da nije bilo nikakvog zvuka i da nije video vanzemaljce. Nastavio je da traži potvrdu od mene: ’To je bio samo san, zar ne, mama?’

„Nije čitao knjige za odrasle i ja mu nikada nisam pominjala seksualno nametanje. (...) Do đavola, Karla, nešto je seksualno uznemiravalo mog jedanaestogodišnjeg sina!“

Pošto je razmislila o situaciji, Poli je dala sledeći komentar: „Mislim da cilj nije sakupljanje sperme, već kontrola. Šta jače utiče na dubine ljudske psihe od aktivnosti vezanih za seksualnost? To je možda neprijatna činjenica, ali seksualni identitet je najdublji, najprimitivniji i najmoćniji koncept identiteta koji ljudsko biće poseduje. Nasilje nad seksualnim identitetom u situaciji u kojoj je ljudsko biće dovedeno do toga da se oseti potpuno bespomoćnim i stekli ste sredstvo kontrole, kakva se verovatno ne može postići ni na jedan drugi način.“

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U drugim slučajevima sami istražitelji izbegavaju da iznesu neke aspekte događaja, plašeći se da će izgubiti kredibilitet kod svojih čitalaca, posebno kod poželjnih čitalaca, stručnjaka ili akademske javnosti. Neki delovi izveštaja jednostavno nisu „politički“ prihvatljivi, bez obzira što oteti tvrde da su ih doživeli. Zbog toga treba pozdraviti hrabrost, sa kojom su Liza i nekoliko drugih, čija su iskustva sakupljena u ovoj knjizi, govorile o tim aspektima.

Prva izuzetno kontraverzna oblast je seksualna aktivnost. Dok se čitaju naredni izvodi iz dnevnika, važno je imati na umu, da vanzemaljci poseduju izuzetne sposobnosti za kreiranje „virtuelne realnosti“ i da je bez spoljne verifikacije nemoguće znati da li sećanje ili san o susretu reflektuje stvaran događaj. To je posebno važno kod procene izveštaja o seksualnoj aktivnosti sa vanzemaljcima, jer su ljudi izveštavali da su videli poznate ličnosti, religijske figure ili mrtve poznanike.

Jedna od prvih seksualnih situacija kojih se Liza seća se dogodila kasne 1989. i počela je svesnim opažanjem prisustva vanzemaljaca. Ležeći u krevetu, probudila se i videla oko kreveta grupu vanzemaljaca, od kojih je jedan držao neki instrument u obliku palice. Najviše od tih bića je dotaklo Nilovu bradu. „Gledala sam ih“ – objasnila je –„i rekla im da ga ne dodiruju i da ga ostave na miru. Te noći sam mogla da ih vidim tokom nekoliko sekundi u neizmenjenom stanju svesti. Tada su usmerili palicu prema mom čelu, osetila sam vrtoglavicu i izgubila svest. Mislim da su te noći učinili da vodim ljubav dok su oni gledali.“

U seksualni odnos je bio uključen drugi oteti. Liza kaže da joj je taj čovek rekao svoje ime, T.M. Reiss, spelujući ga. „Rekao mi je da ga otimaju od detinjstva.“ – rekla je „Bilo mu je veoma žao.“

Tokom nekoliko seksualnih scenarija Liza se sećala interakcije sa stvorenjima različitih vrsta. Ovaj tip bizarnih izveštaja se ređe javlja u izveštajima, ali ipak nije novina. Sećala se prve epizode kao događaja tokom sna, seksualnog akta uzmeđu nje i nekog stvorenja tipa gorile. Liza se probudila posle tog ’sna’, kada joj je zvuk „naprave“ prodro do svesti. Videla je nejasnu figuru na vratima kako nestaje iz vidnog polja i zatim, neuobičajeno u takvim situacijama, ponovo zaspala. Međutim, akcija još nije bila završena. U 3:25 se ponovo probudila, mašući rukama i pokušavajući da probudi Nila, koji nije davao nikakav odgovor. Videla je svetleći objekat sa druge strane prozora spavaće sobe i mogla da oseti energiju koja je kontrolisala njeno telo.

„Neka sila me je kontrolisala“ – rekla je – „sprečavajući me da ustanem. Kada je letelica (napolju) počela da se uzdiže, ta sile je prestala da deluje. Istrčala sam napolje, ali zaista ne mogu da kažem sa sigurnošću da li sam videla nešto.“

Drugom prilikom, tokom dana, Liza je sanjala brojne seksualne situacije. U snovima se javilo stvorenje kao mali konj kao i ’delfin’, neki Sivi i „mračno stvorenje grube kože, prekrivene krljuštima“, čijih crta nije mogla jasno da se seti. Probudivši se iz tog sna, čula je „zujanje i Morzeovu azbuku“, zvuk koji ponekad iznutra prodire do njenog sluha.

Posle sličnog ’sna’ u kome je dovedena u seksualne situacije sa nekoliko životinja, dok su bića to posmatrala, probudila se sledećeg jutra sa modricom na članku leve noge i nežnoj oblasti na zadnjem delu glave, iako nije imala svesnih sećanja na povrede. I odmah je usledila druga seksualna epizoda slična snu, sa nekim ko je izgledao kao jedna u javnosti dobro poznata ličnost. Liza se probudila u svom krevetu i videla nejasan oblik kako se brzo kreće preko sobe i nestaje. Bila je zaprepašćena i uplašena, trebalo joj je dosta vremena da ponovo zaspi i ujutru je osećala mučninu.

Usled ovakvih pojedinosti teško joj je da odbaci sva ova sećanja na snove kao potpune izmišljotine, iako su dokazi suviše malobrojni da bi pružili potpunu sigurnost u pogledu realnosti događaja. Bilo da su realni ili snovi, postavlja se pitanje motivacije. „Verujem da bi ponekad učinili da sanjam neobične stvari“ – rekla je Liza – „da bi videli moju reakciju na njih.“ Gorka beleška u dnevniku pokazuje koliko zbunjujuće mogu biti ove aktivnosti, koliko bolne za otetog. „Sanjala sam da vodim ljubav sa Nilom.“ – napisala je –„Nadam se da je to bio on.“

Toliko o našoj kosmičkoj braći.
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I ja sam nedavno imala jedan neobičan lucidan san.
Zaključila sam da postoje dve vrste lucidnih snova: prvi je kada u snu shvatite da spavate, drugi je ovaj, kada ste dok spavate potpuno uvereni da ste budni. Potpuni osećaj realnosti. Astralna projekcija?

Sanjala sam prvo da me neko dodiruje po vratu. Ovde uopšte ne mogu sa sigurnošću da kažem da li sam to sanjala ili je to bilo pre nego što sam zaspala. Zatim sam sanjala da ležim na drugoj strani kreveta (glava-noge) i ne mogu da se pomerim i onda je usledio snažan osećaj vibriranja, drhtavice (onaj dizzy – efekat), kao blaga struja. Zatim sam se setila jedne scene iz neke Karline knjige, gde joj je preneta poruka da treba da zaključava ulazna vrata, jer to može pomoći više nego što može da pretpostavi, ustala sam, otišla do jednih vrata, koja inače uvek stoje otvorena (samo sa mrežom za komarce), zatvorila ih i zaključala.

Zatim sam sela za komp i kao u nedavnom snu sa malim grejsom, sam od sebe se uključio neki program, a onda su počeli da se smenjuju „prozori“ (slike) na ekranu i ponovo se čula muzika. Ovo mi je apsolutno privuklo pažnju, zbog ponavljanja. Kretanje prema vratima je takođe bitan element, kao i dizzy-efekat. Tu sam se negde probudila.

Utisak stvarnosti je bio toliko jak da sam prvo otišla do vrata da vidim da li sam ih zaista zatvorila. Nisam.
Dešavali su se snovi gde se stvarnost prepliće sa snom - mislim da ih imamo svi - ali ovo je bio potpuni osećaj realnosti.

Nije svaka astralna projekcija povezana sa abdukcijom, međutim, u 90% slučajeva važi obrnuto. Razmišljala sam kako se to može odvojiti.
Štajner dosezanje astrala opisuje kao „buđenje u astralnom svetu“, rekla bih, u trenutku kada se dosegne rem faza sna. Njegovi opisi za mene spadaju među najilustativnije. Neki moj zaključak bi takođe bio da bi astralna projekcija van rem faze sna, znači na samoj međi između budnog stanja i sna trebalo da znači odvajanje astralnog od fizičkog tela u „fizičkom“ okruženju. Dakle, u toj fazi bi trebalo da ‚vidim’ svoje „uobičajeno“ okruženje (kao što je delimično i bio slučaj), svoje telo itd. samo malo drugačije. Ali „prirodno“ ne bi trebalo da imam slike sebe kako sedim za kompjuterom, muzike, programa kako se smenjuju (moram da primetim da nisu preterano inventivni ). To je scenario. To sam otprilike zaključila.

Ideja koja u meni izaziva poverenje (sećanje na rečenicu iz jedne knjige autorke koju veoma poštujem) odmah posle dizzy-efekta mi je posebno interesantan element.

Zdravo, narode. Ja sam imao dosta spontanih vantelesnih iskustava za vreme osmogodisnje skole, skoro svako vece. Sa godinama njihov broj se smanjivao, da bi do kraja osnovne skole potpuno nestala. Tada nisam znao sta je to, ali dogadjala su se toliko cesto da sam se plasio da zaspim znajuci sta ce se dogoditi. Scenario je bio sledeci: Spavao sam u sobi na spratu. Budim se silazim niz stepenice, ali vec pri polovini stepenista neka sila pocinje da me vuce nazad. Tada mi se javlja neopisiv strah. Posle malo opiranja ipak me privuce i tog momenta se budim paralisan, ne mogu ni da govorim. Kasnije uspevam da sidjem dalje, cak i lebdeci, ali znam da ce svakog momenta (ja sam to tada smatrao nekim cudovistem) da me privuce na sprat. I tako godinama dog nisu prestala.
E, sada posto sam i ja pre nekoliko godina OTVORIO OCI i postao SVESTAN svacega, pre par meseci sam pokusao remote viewing. Nije mi uspelo, ali sam zavrsio na astralu gde sam se zadrzao vrlo kratko jer nisam mogao da izadjem iz necega sto nije ni voda ni sneg vec nesto izmedju. Imao sam pomoc ali jednostavno nisam uspeo. Da ne duzim mnogo, ako nekoga slucajno interesuju detalji rado cu da opisem ceo dozivljaj. Ono sto je bitno je da se sa astrala nisam vratio u telo vec u realno VTI. Neko je u prethodnim postovima pitao o zvukovima koje cujemo, a niko o tome nije pisao. Ja sam tada cuo zvuk televizora koji inace ne postoji u sirem krugu (ovo sam radio na radnom mestu u sobi u kojoj postoji samo krevet). Zvuk je bio takav kao kada na TV-u gledate nekoga ko gleda TV pa cujete zvuk njegovog TV-a (valjda je jasno!). Ono sto me je malo uplasilo je to da kada sam po grudima dodirnuo svoje telo koje je lezalo na krevetu cuo se zvuk koji se moze opisati kao vriska vise glasova i muskih i zenskih (kao iz pakla). Odmah sam cimnuo ruku nazad, ali morao sam da proverim jos jednom. Ponovos pipnuo telo na isto mesto i ponovo se cula ista vika. Tada sam se vratio u telo. Jos jedna zanimljiva svar je to da sam ovo uspeo iz prvog pokusaja. Od tada pokusavam VTI svakoga dana i noci po nekoliko puta (zadnja dva meseca), i vise NI JEDNOM nisam uspeo. Ali ne odustajem, uspecu ponovo. Tada nisam bio podkovan nekim znanjem o ovoj pojavi, ali sam bio pod utiskom knjige koju sam citao i cim mi je bilo malo jasno kako se to radi, samo sam spustio knjigu, probao i uspeo. Sada znam dosta o ovome ali ne uspevam. Cudno.
Ako neko mozda ima neki predlog rado cu prihvatiti.

po mome mišljenju lakše je kao dijete jer se misli lakše utišaju, manje si opterećen svijetom oko sebe i psiha ti nije toliko povrijeđena koliko je kako postupno rasteš, a i s odrastanjem si sve više usredotočen na fizičko. nije da se to ne može prevladati, ali treba psihički trening. ja nikad nisam doživio svijesno vantjelesno iskustvo, ali kako sam ih počeo vježbati sjetio sam se nekih osjećaja kad sam kao klinac osjećao da mi je tijelo teško poput kamena na betonu i tu sam uvijek imao neku nelagodu pokušavajući se otarasiti tog osjećaja, a često bih i čuo kako se neki glas s bijesom dere na mene, kao da sam bespomoćna beba, a neko nasrće na mene i ponaša se grubo prema meni (zvuči glupo ali to sam prije osjećao ćesto dok sam spavao).

mislim da je ključ naša mašta, koja se nažalost zapostavi kako odrasteš i rijetko se koristi u svakodnevnim situacijama, ali i unutarnji mir i tišina koji ti daju moć za takve pothvate poput astralne projekcije i vantjelesnih doživljaja.

evo da krenem od 8 razreda kad bi lego spavati odjedanput bi mi se tjelo ukocilo i nesto je pokusavalo uci u mene kroz usta ali se ja nisam mogo micati potpuna paraliza nisam mogo da se pocnem derati nikaki da glas ispustim sta bi se vise opiro dolazilo bi da nemogu vise disati. To mi se dogadalo cesto i onda mi se pocelo nesto drugo odjedanput bi cuo neko vristanje i pokuso bi se ustati ali nisam mogo isto paraliza onda bi krenio lebditi i odjedanput brzo proletio kroz strop i iz kuce i onda bi se vratio. e da jedanput sam vidio to cudovise ili sta vise tjelo mi se paraliziralo nisam se mogo micati i odjednom je doslo do moje glave izgledalo je kao prozino kad da je od vode nacinjeni gledalo bi me 3-4 sec i onda bi odjednom oso. evo sad ima 20g i jos mi se dogada da cuda ali ne bas cesto. ima taki strah od togda da nemogu opisati strah me spavati otici.

strah mi je zato sta neznam jel ima kake opasnosti od toga jel mi se moze sta dogoditi
molim vas za pomoc.

Mislim da ima opasnosti, ali sa svakim novim susretom si sve jaći!

Makar nemam neka jača iskustva s astralnom projekcijom i stvarima vezanih uz to, mislim da se ne bi trebao bojati ako imaš dovoljno ljubavi. Strah - suprotnost je ljubav. Usput, ono što želiš to i privlačiš. Na kraju krajeva, to će se i dogoditi. Zato kažem, osjećaj ljubavi je najjača obrana protiv bilo čega i bilo koga.

To bi bilo točno kad bi stvarnost bila samo željno razmišljanje.
No to nije tako. Ima mnogo toga van željnog razmišljanja.

weeeeeeee netko ipak kuzi funkcioniranje !!!

Da, ljubičasti balon ljubavi će nas zaštiti!
Letački um nešto smisli i složi se sam sa sobom. Nema mu premca.

Mislim da trebamo dovoljno stasati na putu znanja, prije nego nas pojedu do granice totalnog neznanja.