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Subchapter 4.10
THE MYSTERY GOES ON
This was a sensational astral trip. For the first time, a higher rank Gray communicated with me almost as with an equal. Until this astral trip, I was always under the impression that the Grays were considering me a lower creature with no potential to harm them. But, I was wrong. This time I discovered that they were considering me potential danger for them, and they revealed to me much more than they wanted to.
It happened on February 8, 1993, and here is what the whole astral experience was like:
That afternoon I decided to make the astral trip to one small city in Croatia known as Lepoglava. The city of Lepoglava is about 700Km away from Skopje, and it belongs to the region of Croatia called Zagorje. The area is one of the most beautiful places in Croatia. My mother was born there and I had many relatives that I had not seen for a very long time. That is why I wanted to make the short astral excursion and visit them.
I went to sleep somewhere around 00:05 AM.
I finished the whole technique and entered the well-known Trance from which I was able to easily achieve astral projection. After I successfully projected my consciousness into my astral body, I left my apartment. I passed through the windows and after I jumped over the balcony and took off, I decided to go straight up. As soon as I thought about that, I found myself about hundred meters above my building. I took a short look to my neighborhood and thought to myself: “Novo Lisiche is always beautiful at night”. From the still position, I greatly accelerated my speed and flew northwest. In my consciousness, I knew where I was going because I had only one destination – Lepoglava.
I was moving so fast that in about five minutes I reached Zagreb, keeping the same altitude as before. I did not decrease my speed a bit and flew over Zagreb joyously, watching the city from the superman’s perspective. After I left the capital of Croatia, I increased the speed even more and soon I encountered a deep forest region. It was very dark. The only light was the moonlight, so I would say I was blind flying.
Still, I did not pay any attention to the direction I was flying, because I relied on my inner compass completely and just followed its guiding impulses. I simply knew that I was going to arrive where I wanted to.
Soon, I arrived above the area that was recognizable to me. I slowed a lot because I felt I was close to my final destination. I arrived above Lepoglava from southeast and immediately dropped altitude to about ten meters above the ground. Although it was February and this area is usually covered with deep snow at this time of the year, there was not any. The night sky was very beautiful and crystal clear.
I spotted the highway passing through Lepoglava and flew parallel to and above it. I followed the road until I reached the point where I should turn, so I turned and continued further. The road leading to the house of my relatives was not asphalted; it was a kind of macadam road but with miniature rocks and in very good shape.
There was a high hill on the right with vineyard and a small brook on the left. I flew two meters above the brook because I knew that it led to the house of my relatives. The excitement for visiting my relatives was surprisingly big. Straight ahead, I recognized the house I was searching for and a smile lit my astral face.
The house was very big and had a huge cellar, ground floor and two other floors. My relatives had a big courtyard on the front side of the house with a beautiful flower garden and a large vineyard in the back, which extended to the top of the hill. I was devoted to that place. As a little boy, my Mom used to bring me here in summer time to play with my female cousins, and the memories flooded me and gave me a warm feeling.
After I flew above the large iron fence, I noticed that the garage was not finished yet. It was just the same as it was when I last saw it during my last visit to the place physically. I had not visited my relatives for more than 10 years, and many things (except for the garage) had changed.
The house was finished, and the court was even more beautiful.
I approached the balconies of the house and went straight up to the second floor. I entered the living room through the wall. The room was in semidarkness, but I clearly recognized the counters of the commode, the sofa, the luster, etc. Many years after, they were still in the same place. The moment I entered the living room I noticed somebody was sleeping on the sofa.
The man was covered with a blanket and his head was turned towards the wall, so I could not recognize who it was. The next moment I slowly walked closer to the sofa and bent to see who it was. It was Pero, the husband of my once removed cousin Seka. I went through the wall into the passage between the rooms. The door of the room on my left was half-opened and I noticed a pleasant smothered green light of a table lamp coming from there.
I thought: “Fascinating! While everybody else is asleep, I am wandering around in my astral body and paying visit to my distant relatives.”
Very excited, I elevated myself 20 centimeters above the passage carpet and moved closer to the half-opened door. I encountered an interesting site.
The physical bodies of my twice-removed cousins Sanja and Sneshka were in their beds, sleeping. I felt warm at heart because they were the daughters of Pero and Seka, and they were the ones I had played with as a little boy. The air coming from their exhaling proved it was very cold in the room. It did not surprise me, because as far as I could remember they always liked to sleep in a cold room.
It was an extraordinary thing to see their astral bodies three meters from their beds, sitting on the carpet preoccupied in funny conversation. Both of them were very exited but unaware that they were out of their physical bodies and shared the same dream.
Simplifying:
I will have to simplify this as possible as I can. Every one while dreaming leaves his/her physical body, usually unaware of the astral plane. Because of one’s unawareness, his or her astral body can often be streamed by all kinds of natural astral currents.
In this case, the astral body floats around swept away by these astral currents, constantly changing the level of the awareness from totally unaware to partly aware and rarely one is completely aware of the presence on the astral plane. However, his/her astral body mostly stays more or less close to the physical body but sometimes it can float away very far.
During this process, the astral body is fully capable of receiving all kinds of expressions from a positive or a negative character, who in fact are the basic creators of the phenomenon that we call dream.
The situation changes when under certain circumstances, one becomes aware that he/she is dreaming. If the consciousness is even half-calmed and not caught by panic, one has a good chance to remain in the astral body during the process of awakening. If we assume that one has succeeded to pull that off and become aware of the astral plane, the clearness of his or her astral vision will vary from totally foggy to total clear which will be determined by his/her mental strength.
The duration will be determined by one’s wish to stay active in the event and by the stability of one’s thoughts. However, the memory of all the things one has managed to hear and see there, will vary from the level of total and clear recall to the level of total amnesia of his/her out of the body experience.
So, it is not a miracle when some astral traveler encounters a transparent astral body close to his/her physical one, floating totally unaware or doing some half-aware activity thinking that he or she is still in the physical dimension. Even if some advanced astral traveler comes up with the idea to try to awake a different astral body unaware of the astral plane during the dreaming process, he/she will rarely achieve his/her goal.
Even if the advanced astral person manages to awake the sleeping astral body, the chances for remembering the event after returning to the physical body are usually very small, because of the low level of psychic development.
Since my astral body vibrated with much higher astral vibrations than the two unaware astral bodies of my cousins, I was invisible to their dream appearance. More levitating than flying, I came closer to their transparent bodies. I landed on the carpet and I thought: “I am standing in front of them, yet still they can not see me.”
Their astral bodies were identical to mine but the aura around them was smaller. I turned around and walked to the window to see what was going on outside. The moment I approached the window, I bent and the higher part of my astral body went through the glass of the window while my lower part remained in the room. It was an amazing experience. I was partly in the room and partly outside enjoying the view of the vineyard and the blue velvet sky. On the right, I saw the forest that is near Lepoglava and on my left there were other houses situated at the top of the hill. Words cannot describe the amazing feeling of experiencing such a thing.
In slow motion, I returned into the room. I turned toward my cousins again because I wanted to gently touch them instead of saying goodbye before I left. I stretched my arm and touched Sneshka tenderly on her shoulder. When my hand touched her astral body I felt very cold and the very same moment Sneshka astrally awoke. She looked at me, and the expression on her transparent face gave me the impression she was very confused.
Two seconds later she disappeared and a moment later, she woke up physically. Sanja was still in her dream sitting on the carpet, obviously seeing something in her consciousness. Sneshka got up from her bed and when she saw that everything was OK in the room and that she was dreaming, she went back to sleep.
I did not want to cause any more trouble and decided to leave their room. As soon as I passed through the wall, I found myself in the kitchen. The moonlight coming from the window helped me notice the kitchen was so nicely fixed and everything was in perfect order. I saw a newspaper and a pair of glasses (probably belonging to Pero) on the table. I walked towards the wall that separated the kitchen from the hallway and went through it.
Then, something strange happened. With absolutely no idea that it would happen to me here, in my relatives’ house, I saw a little Gray standing in the hallway. I saw his black eyes focusing directly on me. That lasted for about three seconds. Then, its whole appearance changed. It took undetermined form that grew, and in a second it took the form of my good friend Dejan.
Many thoughts crossed my consciousness in an instant: “Calm down Pane! Do not panic and act wisely! How can this be possible? It must have used telepathy to read my thoughts and chosen to take the human form of Dejan. Why him? What is this Gray trying to pull of me? Is it going to expel me from the astral plane like before or what? I do not feel comfortable in this hallway, so I will go outside and then, depending on the situation, I will see what I will do next.”
I felt something was cooking up against me, so I moved my astral body to leave the house immediately. I jumped from the hallway through the bathroom that was on the right to the floor entrance door and went outside. I did not intend to run away, so I stayed close to the roof of the house, hovering in thin air. I was curious to see what would happen next.
After a second or two, the alien that took human astral form of my friend appeared from the house. He flew around me, sat on the boundary of the roof and started to look at me again as if scanning me. I telepathically asked it: “Can you see me?”
First, it made an expression on its face as if I had asked a stupid question and then it replied that it was true and it could see me. Although it had that expression on its face, I knew well it was probably nothing more than good acting because the Grays either rarely had feelings or they did not possess any.
No matter how perfect the astral body of Dejan looked to me, I was always aware that an alien entity was in front of me, and obviously it wanted something from me or was just testing me, because if the Gray wanted a fight it would have started it already.
At that point, I noticed a very strong bright light somewhere behind me. It was coming from above and it was so strong that even shadowed my astral body. I noticed that the light was moving by the moving shadow that was on the tiles of the roof and the two for me visible sides of the house. I wanted to find out what the source of the strange light was, but I did not dare turn my back on the alien that was still producing the hypnotic illusion of my friend Dejan. I thought to myself:
“It’s probably an object that is moving up in the sky and judging by my inner sense it is at least 50 meters above us.”
I knew my time was running out, so I focused on the alien and tried to find out something more. That turned out to be a failure. I could not touch its consciousness because the alien was blocking me all the time. I concluded that it used mental methods not familiar to humans because I noticed that its thoughts were streaming on a completely different frequency from ours.
However, it looked as if it had a very high opinion of itself and it was obvious to me that it was not just an ordinary Gray, it was one with a higher rank. Also, it did not show any interest in my scanning and without sensing it was coming, it asked me a question: “Where do you intend to go?”
I did not want to answer its question because I was aware the Gray already knew the answer. I was just levitating two meters away from it, watching it disdainfully. Still not answering its question, I transmitted a thought that I was perfectly aware that it was not who it appeared to be, so why the masquerade?
The seconds were passing by and the light was coming closer. Now, the whole court and the house were illuminated. I was on stand by to move out of there as fast as I could, when I sensed a telepathic communication between the alien and the object in the sky. Suddenly, as if the show was over, the alien gave a sign with its head and in an instant a light turned off and then on again. In my consciousness, a voice was screaming: “Get the hell out of here, you stupid fool!”
Still, I was not ready to leave the place yet, risking the possibility of my astral abduction. There were many questions about hidden activities on our planet, so I promised myself to find out as much as I could. The next moment I sensed that approval for ending of my astral duration had been given. Then, for the first time I felt that the physical body of the alien was on that flying object. The next moment the Gray took its original form back. The look of its big black eyes gave me an inexplicable creepy feeling. The last thing I saw on its face before it disappeared from the roof was something close to despair and that gave me a feeling that things did not work out the way the alien wanted.
A second after its disappearance, I felt that my consciousness had been cut off by some strong force and I started to sink into total blackness. For a few long moments I did not know whether I was falling, flying or teleporting. I felt that they were doing something to me, but the next moment I was relieved to see my physical body in my bed. The next moment I returned to my physical body and that felt so good. I remained motionless, because I was repeating the whole astral event in my mind. That used to be the standard procedure I had gone through each time when I had experienced something very important on the astral plane. When I became sure that nothing had been deleted from my memory during the connecting process with my physical body, I opened my eyes.
I got up from the bed and noticed that the light in the kitchen was still on. When I opened the door I saw my Mom still reading a book. I looked on the display of the stereo to see what time was it. It was 1:07 AM.
She asked me why I woke up, but I just waved an empty gesture with my hand and thought to myself: “You would not understand even if I told you.” I returned to my room and closed the door. What was I supposed to say to her? “Mom, I had just returned from Lepoglava, I saw our relatives, encountered an alien in their house and I was so close to a shining UFO that was above me while I was levitating over the roof!” – She would think I was nuts.
The next day, while I was out of home, Sneshka called and talked to my mother. She told her that last night she had seen me in her dream and that she wanted to know if we were fine. Sneshka also told my Mom that last night everybody in the house had been forced to wake up by some strange light, which had illuminated the whole area around the house like daylight.
She revealed that everybody was so scared because the electrical equipment in the house stopped and the moment her father encouraged himself to go out on the balcony to see what was going on, the bright light was suddenly gone. Luckily, as soon as the strange light disappeared, the electricity was back to normal. At first, my mother thought she was just joking, but when she realized that Sneshka was dead serious, she began wondering what that light could be. In the end, Sneshka concluded that her father believed a UFO passed over their house the previous night.
Comment: The question that the Gray asked -“Where do you intend to go?” had connected many segments into one big picture. Perhaps the aliens discovered to me more than they had planned to, or they considered my intelligence low. I was not sure, if that was their mistake or just an extraordinary deception created with the purpose to deceive me.
Five days before this astral trip happened, another out of the body experience happened to me that had changed my plans for the future. Astral entities from Shambala came to visit me while I was out of my physical body. They explained to me what should I do and where to go if I wanted to fulfill the purpose of my physical incarnation.
I felt honored because they actually invited me to come to Shambala from the secret entrance that still exists in the region of Gobi Desert in Mongolia. They told me there were other gates leading to their territory but the one in the Gobi Desert was the safest one and closest to Shambala. When I asked how I would know where the entrance to their kingdom was, they answered that as soon as I reached my destination in the north region of Gobi it would be visible to me and to nobody else. They also promised they would protect me on my way there because the Grays would surely try to stop me.
I told them that I was curious to find out why the Grays were so interested in me and they replied that it would be something that was in my DNA, which was connected to the rare ability to change the reality of dimensions. When I asked what that exactly meant, they said that once I had reached Shambala it would be explained to me. Normally, I did not miss the opportunity to ask what the Grays were doing here, to which they answered that their race was just an emissary of another race known as Reptoids. They said that the race of Reptoids was what the surface people would call “the incarnation of Evil”.
So, the Grays were aware of my contact with Shambala, my potential physical trip there and they wanted to prevent it. Still, my spirit was determined to complete the training and change so many things that were happening on the surface of the Earth. Nevertheless, I was perfectly aware that the only way I could make a difference was by using an extraordinary force that I would have to develop over there, on Shambala. This astral experience helped me understand many things that were not clear to me. However, the mystery ball was rolling on and all I had to do was to wait and see what future events would bring.
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